Desire | Shawn Mendes

FIFTY

Song of the Chapter: Save Me a Place - Fleetwood Mac

"Save me a place / I'll come running if you love me today / I'll come running if you love me today..."

- j -

I sit down in the comfort of my work chair and I close my eyes as I lean back. For the past three and a half days, Shawn and I have been having unprotected sex in hopes of getting pregnant and it's left me truly exhausted.

"Wait is one time enough?" Shawn asked me as we had finished and were catching our breath in my bedroom.

"I don't know. Maybe?" I ask back.

"Give me a couple minutes and then it's round two."

My thighs were tight and sore and my back ached from the different positions from what we read online that said it would ensure pregnancy.

"Wait, give me your leg," Shawn says, "and arch your back a little more."

"This feels like a fucked up game of twister." I tell him. Shawn laughs as he shakes his head. "Oh God, just say what you have to say."

"Right hand, dick!" Shawn laughs, and I ultimately give in and laugh along. "Alright, jokes aside, here we go."

In the past days he would come into my work and we would have sex in my office for twenty minutes, and sometimes I would go into the gym he trained at and we would have sex in the locker room.

"Can you be on top? I'm absolutely tired." Shawn said as he sat down on the bench.

"Duh, why would I make you be on top when you're training?" I replied as I pushed my underwear to the side before climbing onto him.

"God I will marry you right here, right now." He kisses me.

There's a knock on the door and it snaps me out of the numerous sex flashbacks. I open my eyes and move the mouse of the computer around to make the computer screen light up. "Come in!" The door opens and in walks Shawn. "I'm tired."

"Oh, no, not that." Shawn says as he closed the door. He has a plastic bag and a bottle of water in his hand and he placed it on my desk before walking over and giving me a kiss on my head. "How you holding up, champ?"

I playfully swat at his arm and he laughs before kissing my head again. "What's in the bag?"

"I got you different tests." Shawn tells me. "When do you wanna take them?"

"You plan on being here?"

"Well, yeah. I've been giving you bust after bust." Shawn casually shrugs and I give a weak laugh. "I provided half the work."

"Mm hm, and I thank you for that." I say. "But I truly want to surprise you."

"Fine. I got some strong ass swimmer as we know from last time, so let me just give you this." Shawn grabs my hands and pulls me out from my chair. "Oh my God, we're pregnant!" He kisses me on my mouth before moving his lips to my cheek and my forehead and sloppy but playful kisses all around.