Shit.
Zhan Zheng Xi had a dilemma. Tell Jian Yi about his secret introduction to the nuisances of BDSM or fob him off with some "Oh I found it on the internet" bullshit. His boyfriend was looking at him like he had already anticipated Zhan Xi would tell the truth.
Zhan sighed out loud, where to start....
"Are you sure you want to hear about this? It was last year." Zhan reached over and played with a lock of Jian Yi's hair.
"I want to hear where all of these crazy ideas came from." Jian Yi twisted his nipple. "And don't lie or leave any minor details out!"
"Aah! Fucking hell, okay okay!" Zhan Zheng Xi scowled at his boyfriend for the nipple twist. Hang on, any minor detail..? Zhan rolled his eyes. Really? Okay so only the best full HD version for his voyeur.
"Can you remember when our mothers got together about our atrocious maths exam scores? They were so worried we would fail that my mom invited you over so we could be tutored by her friend's daughter who was a university student ?" Zhan looked at Jian Yi waiting for the penny to drop.
".............Wu Meiying?!?!" Jian Yi's mouth was making a perfect O. "When did you get the chance to do anything with her during her spartan tutor sessions? They were so difficult I only lasted a week, then stopped going all together."
"Yes that's her. She helped me pass, so her spartan training worked. Once you left she started coming over when I finished school, nobody was about. I suppose I was the one who wanted her because one day she was wearing a low cut top and she caught me looking at her breasts, she kept leaning over me to point out a problem and I couldn't take my eyes off those big breasts." Zhan hid a smile at Jian Yi's expression, which closely resembled a pissed off cat.
"She enjoyed me looking at her, when I got something wrong, she would choose small ways to torment me. She told me all about bondage, dominance, S&M. I was intrigued so I agreed to try it. She started with things like tying me up, she would tell me to sit on my hands with my cock dangling out of my trousers and she would kneel between my thighs and lick the head once every 20 seconds until I was begging her to let me come, then she would jack me off to the point of orgasm until I was teetering on the edge of oblivion, then she would pull back laughing at my protests."
Jian Yi was scandalised that all this happened behind his back, Zhan was preyed upon by an older woman! Well that might be an exaggeration seeing as Meiying was 18 at the time.
"She often went down on me for hours, never letting me come, tying me up on the bed so she could straddle me. She never let me fuck her, but she made me desperate by hovering over me and teasing me by just putting the head in again and again until I was in misery with blue balls."
Jian Yi wished he had never asked now, it was clearly something Zhan Xixi found uncomfortable to speak to Jian Yi about. Although he had to admit that he would love to see his boyfriend like that, tied up hard as rock, shaking wanting to come but that cruel bitch left him hanging. He must have been so big and swollen........
"One day she stopped coming and we never saw each other again. I found that sexually I enjoyed most of the things she did, but I didn't like being on the receiving end. When I got a girlfriend I began testing out things and I began to understand that I enjoyed watching someone quiver, shout and squirm until they orgasm all over. I find pleasure in it." Zhan tucked the lock of hair he had been messing with behind Jian Yi's ear. He looked earnest.
"Jian Yi please let me experiment with you, we can find out what we both like, what doesn't work for you. I want to mess you up, but only if you're up for it." Jian Yi looked scared but intrigued, if Zhan Xixi got any better he would expire from orgasm over load, RIP Jian Yi!
"Thank you for being honest with me Xixi, I wish I could have watched.......". Jian Yi had a far away look on his face, then he coughed. "I mean I would have loved to have seen you so desperate, tied up Xixi hmm mmm, can we try it?" Jian Yi was so on board with seeing Xixi like that!!! Plus payback was a bitch. Also Jian Yi wanted to remove any memories Zhan Xi had with that bitch and replace them with good ones.
"Maybe." Zhan Xi blushed and hid his face. The thought of being laid bare and tied by Jian Yi didn't sound repulsive at all, and maybe they could try it, but he was still wearing the "top" trousers, and Jian Yi was wearing the "bottom " short shorts. Getting up he grabbed their boxers and T-shirts in case Jian Yi's mother burst in on them in the morning.
Getting back in bed he grabbed Jian Yi and pulled him close again. "I imagine you have a good idea of how many times I lay next to you and....". Zhan Xi did the jerking off motion with his hand. "While I watched you sleep?" Jian Yi burst out laughing his face turning all kinds of red, he covered his face and nodded vigorously. Zhan Xi smiled it was good seeing his friend smiling, lately there had been little that made him smile. They had made each other needlessly miserable for some time now, it felt so stupid.
"And did you take a picture of me the other morning? You know when I woke up and you were standing with your crotch in my face?" Zhan Xi rolled his eyes he had definitely heard a click, not that he minded! If Jian Yi wanted to take secret pictures that was okay, he had a good idea what they were being used for.
"Shit, so embarrassing!" Jian Yi was now beetroot red, Zhan Xi laughed at him, Jian Yi was secretly cackling that he had a picture of Zhan Xixi sucking his thumb! Precious gold, he would guard the picture with his life.

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The Downfall of Zhan Zheng Xi
FanfictionPart One of 19days - Lost without You series (Should be read before Perseverance vs Hostility) Jian Yi longed for his best friend Zhan Zheng Xi with such a fervent passion, but the thought of confessing his love to his beloved friend terrified the f...