Jian Yi literally could not believe his luck, somewhere out there all the planets were aligning with the universe and the person in charge of his fate had put him in this exact place at this exact time.
Pressed tightly to the wall inside Zhan Zheng Xi's bedroom, he was breathing so fast he was in danger of giving away his presence with his perverted hyperventilating. Xixi was right on the other side of the wall with his hand on his spectacularly hard cock and as a man Jian Yi knew where the scenario was going..... sometimes you just had to rub one out and your body did not care where you were or who you are with, it just wanted release from all the pent up desire which had been roiling around in your balls all day.
Right now Zhan Zheng Xi must be fit to burst if he deliberately finished school early, avoided Jian Yi and raced home to have privacy so he could make himself come without fear of his mother and sister bursting in. Jian Yi never had that problem, the joys of living virtually alone, his mother was never there, he could lie naked on top of his covers for hours making himself come over and over to wicked thoughts of what Xixi might do to him.
Hearing a hiss and a sharp intake of breath he peeked around the edge of the wall in time to see Zhan Zheng Xi's fist stroke upwards in a strong pull, then it reversed and tugged downwards, his other hand came into play he cupped and squeezed the balls dangling beneath. Jian Yi would literally give his right kidney to be the one to stroke Xixi, he really wanted to get down between his legs to lick and suck on the balls, rolling them around in his mouth, feasting with his tongue on the thin skin between them.
Jian Yi was so hard he felt like his boner was trying to rip through his zip and the awkward angle his shaft was in was agonising. Unzipping his school trousers he pushed his boxers down enough to pull out his swollen cock with a silent relieved exhalation. Fisting the slimmer, slightly shorter shaft (in comparison with Zhan Zheng Xi's meatier cock) he looked around the wall again and began matching the movements of Xixi's fist.
He watched Xixi's face as his eyes slid shut, the colour was high on his cheekbones, his mouth was open gasping for air tongue flicking over his full bottom lip. Jian Yi moaned quietly at the sight of his friend biting his lip hard until he feared blood might appear. Xixi's torso began to bow up off the bed as his fist stroked hard and fast. His thighs were spread wide, knees raised slightly and Jian Yi noticed belatedly that Xixi was moaning loudly, he was a moaner, who knew!
"Fuck, shit ahh!" Zhan Zheng Xi was panting and Jian Yi wanted to curse, shout and moan along with his friend, he wanted to be the one to wring such sounds from him. He was so close himself, the smorgasbord of a masturbating Xixi was too much for his already pumped up libido.
Just as Zhan Zheng Xi inhaled as his orgasm hit, Jian Yi quickly pulled his boxers up over his cock to catch the come that was shooting from the tip. He shivered quietly, watching as Xixi covered his rock hard abs in hot release, it felt like it was never going to stop, Xixi was coming hard! "Fucking hell, hmm, ahh I need yes......Jian Yi!"
Jian Yi froze, quicker than he had ever had in his sick perverted voyeuristic life he zipped his trousers, turned back towards the door where he grabbed his stuff, pulled his shoes on and opened the door as quietly as he could. Pushing the door shut, he flung his bag over his shoulder and ran as fast as his long legs would carry him. He ran back to his own house, slammed his bedroom door and flung himself onto his back on the bed.
Had Zhan Zheng Xi heard him? Had he saw Jian Yi peeping around the corner? His heart clenched with panic, what would Xixi say, would he call him a dirty prick, would he tell him to fuck off that they were no longer friends? Tears gathered in his eyes and flowed down his temples, he was so fucked, stupid fucking plan! He pressed the heels of his palms into his eye sockets and lay there for a while contemplating his shitty life.
Suddenly the door chimed loudly and he nearly jumped out of his skin. Scrubbing at the tears, he walked over to the door and looked through the peep hole. His heart leapt into his throat when he saw Zhan Zheng Xi standing there, looking grumpy as usual.
He had gotten through his entire gay life by laughing off any attempts he had made at approaching the fact that he was besotted with Xixi, his pain was always brushed under the carpet whenever situations like this arose. Zhan Xi had never once questioned his preferences or pushed him to be "normal". Not once had Xixi batted an eye at the fact that Jian Yi never attended the group parties where most of his class met to hook up. He never pushed him to get a girlfriend.
He always thought Zhan Zheng Xi would be by his side forever, they were attached at the hip and it was hugely presumptions of him to assume that he could change the dynamics of their friendship by forcing Xixi into a sexual relationship. He could still love though? Loving Xixi was something he did without thought, it was effortless. He couldn't bear the thought that he had ruined their weird, kooky relationship.
He couldn't bear it.......

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The Downfall of Zhan Zheng Xi
FanfictionPart One of 19days - Lost without You series (Should be read before Perseverance vs Hostility) Jian Yi longed for his best friend Zhan Zheng Xi with such a fervent passion, but the thought of confessing his love to his beloved friend terrified the f...