You don't control me, Dixon

➋ 34: Betrayal, as smooth as a shot of whiskey

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I slide down the wall and stare in the room in a complete daze, unable to tell if time passed by.

I know over the time the sky has gotten dark and multiple people from our group have arrived.

I don't know who or, well now I know as the redhead crouched in front of me. I watch as he grabs my hands but quickly touches my face.

I watch as he silently yells, calling an old white man with a graying beard, an older blonde and a pretty brunette to where I was sat.

I watch as they reach towards me with no thought on the matter but the moment the old man touched my neck, I jolted back -hitting my head- and jumped over their legs, placing a trembling hand on my baby as I stared at them as if they were knives being stabbed at me.

I watch as Alec approaches with his hands raised -showing him weaponless but allowing him close seems to be a mistake as he rushed me, throwing me over his shoulder.

I thrash and the sound comes back, a piercing sound that came from my mouth made everyone but Alec cover their ears as he carries me to the room next to the one that they exited. He roughly throws me onto the bed.

I bounce with the bed, swiftly thrusting my leg up and into the fork of his legs. I crawl back and yet it was fruitless, he quickly recovered and grabbed me by the leg and pulled me back.

I scream as the others enter and watch as Alec pushed down my hips. He swiftly climes on top of me, sitting his heavy arse on my middle. I claw to him but he grabs my wrists and holds them over my head.

I let out an ear pricing scream that was echoed from the room next to me. I buck my hips but he doesn't move. He calls someone with a dark head enters.

Glenn.

I scream but Alec's deep voice overpowers mine and orders the young man. He shakily does as he commands. He leaves the room but quickly reenters as he drops a bag, I flinch hard enough to feel the scar tissue on my body.

Glenn crept near us but with a bark of Alec who kept himself pressed into me as Glenn moves around my limbs, doing god knows what! Alec jumps off me and the hands disappeared.

I try to move but something pulls me back to the mattress. I look at my wrists and my eyes widen as I see a rope.

I move my head so I can look at Alec upside down as I beg "PLEASE! ALEC! HELP ME! GLENN!"

He looks at me with a guarded expression before moving to a table that held his bag. I watch -thrashing in my bonds- as he does something in his bag.

I watch, ignoring the pain in my neck, and trying to get out of my bonds but only succeeding in feeling warmth go down my wrists.

I look back up at Alex just in time to see him pull a syringe from his bag.

I go batshit as I scream to the point my voice breaks and the only sound that came out was croaking. I feel the pinch in my neck then my body goes cold.

At this point the great of the group that includes Rick, the old man, and the older blonde. The pretty brunette hasn't returned.

I wish she would come back, she seems eerily like someone I know.

I go limp in my bonds and feel a warm trickle of tears run down my face. The old man asks wearily "What was that?"

I know Alec is locking his jaw by his voice as he carefully responds "Aye, well, the lassie here was a patient of mine befor', she had an especially mad' temporary paralyzer. Ya can release he'."