You don't control me, Dixon

➊ 12- My Shit Plan of The Day

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"How about you Luce, what do you think?" A voice cuts into my thoughts.

I look up and see the others looking at me. I blink once, twice, uhh what were they saying? Fuck- um. OH! Guns?

"About the guns? Um good idea, I guess we would need them if we go deeper into the city to look for Merle." I fake a smile that I feel not meeting my eyes.

Daryl steps up with dark eyes and growls at me "That's not what we were asking. We were asking if the plan to get the guns was a good idea."

He huffs and turns his back to me as he mutters "This is why you don't bring a kid on a rescue mission."

I sigh and bite my lip. Sorry man.

I crawl through the window into the room and walk to Glenn, asking "Hey, sorry. What's the plan?"

He quickly tells the plan to me, I nod and glance around. Time for some arbitrary drawing time.

Glenn splutters and I hold a finger up, I kneel and draw a map of the city with some help from Glenn as T, Daryl, and Rick continues to argue.

I swipe a few things to symbolize us -Glenn, Daryl, and me- the bag and Rick and T. I step back and let Glenn do the explaining.

I sit on the other side of the map from Glenn and curl so my knees touch my chest as I lay my chin on them.

T and Daryl mock him slightly and I see Glenn shuffle back from the critical comments, I scowl and poke Rick in the ribs who winces.

He glances at me and I give him a look before jutting my chin at Glenn. He sighs and holds a hand up, silencing the two. Rick nods to Glenn and the young man starts with the plan.

Once done, Glenn sits back and looks at the others, Rick is the first to speak as he sighs at the man  "You're not doing this alone."

I sigh and shuffle my legs to the side of me, speaking stiffly "I'm going with him, he's going to have his hands full with them bag. I'll help him out."

"Even I think it's a bad idea and I don't even like you much." I roll my eyes at Daryl as he smudges one of the sharpie lines.

I scoff at him and he glances up, stopping his actions and shrug.

I worked hard on that you prick!

I roll my eyes as Glenn explains his reasoning. Can't they just listen and admit that the man has good ideas?

"It's a good idea, okay, if you just hear me out. If we go out there in a group, we're slow, drawing attention. If I'm alone, I can move fast."

A glare from me makes him correct his statement "Well Luce would be a huge help, she'll kill all those that get too close and she's good with her blades so yea."

They all look like lost puppies.

I sigh and move onto my knees and point to a cross-section on the 'map' "Look. That's the tank, five blocks from where we are now. That's the bag of guns. Here's the alley Glenn dragged us into when we first met. That's where Glenn, Daryl, and I will go."