You don't control me, Dixon

➋ 49- Glinting future

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I sigh and add "eight."

Shane stopped and stepped closer to me, I crack open my eyes as he asked "What you say?"

I sigh and tiredly step off the wall, locking eyes with Alec and Daryl before facing Shane blankly as I sighed "We killed eight."

Shane scoffed and snarled closer to my face but before he could say anything I scoffed and spat "Get out of my face you twit."

He leaned back and spun around dramatically as he asked the rest of the group "What is she even doing here? She's a kid! what what's she even doing there?"

Hershel stepped in front of me and bit "She's actually useful as she can help in surgery with me. She helped save us"

I blush and look down as my mind whirled. Suddenly I hear a single laugh. Like that was the funniest thing he ever heard "Her? Lucy? She cant fight her way out of a wet paper bag."

I furrow my brows and glare at the floor. It's not like I wanted to kill six people. But I did and I happened to help people. That's just how that worked out. But I can protect myself.

"Shane. Stop it. She took dangerous risks -probably due to her young age- but they helped and if she didn't, I don't know if we would have made it."

I look up to Rick and he offered a tentative smile. I flash him a smaller one back and leaned against the wall. Watching as people drone on about the boy. This is dumb.

"You know, we haven't even dealt with what you did at my barn yet. Let me make this perfectly clear, once and for all This is my farm. Now I wanted you gone."

Hershey pauses and glances at me and back to the group "Lucy and Rick talked me out of it, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. So do us both a favor keep your mouth shut."

I push off the wall to next with Hershel and sigh tiredly "Look. We're obviously not gonna do anything about it today. Let's just cool off."

Shane turned red in the face as he stared at me. I shrug at him and walk over to Alec.

Alec looked down at me and asked "Ye were pale when ye walk in. Ye alrigh?"

I sigh and lean against the couch, facing them, and say softly "I've seen my fair share of blood but seeing the muscles twitching and moving is horrific."

I sigh and blink "Just, it was weird. I don't think that I care but- Jesus"

Alec nodded sadly and sighed looking to the ground. I look at the ground and sigh. My gun burning into my thigh.

I flash my eyes to the window and draw a shaky breath in. I need to not be in here. It's too clean too... Perfect.

I twitch and turn but Daryl asked roughly "Where are you going?"

I lick my lips and shrug carelessly "Outside, I don't want to use the showers in here."

Alec sighs and I can imagine him pressing his large paws into his eyes. Probably frustrated.

I force a chuckle and continue to walk.

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I continued to walk to my tent only to get an extra change of clothes with a bag. Walking to a pond I saw when this all started.