Astral Convergences

"i've never seen something this beautiful"

C pov

she's taking me back at my friend's place.when we arrive,she turns off the car

S: "i'm so happy you met my friend"

C: "yes?"

S: "yes...i mean,i want to introduce you to my friends..and...i can't stay away from you another minute"

she attacks my lips with strength,introducing her tongue in my mouth..i moan while she cups my cheeks with her hands

C: "Shan..." i tremble

S: "stop talking"

we kissed passionately for five minutes or more..i don't know,i lost cognition of time.she takes her hands on my ass and breathes heavily: "Cari....it's better....we stop..."  i ask  "why?" she answers "i don't wanna have sex with you like this...i wanna be remembered..i wanna be sure that you...that we..."  she stops..she has a sad expression,i'm feeling tenderness?or is something else?

C: "Shan..what is it ?"

S: "you're coming back to New York"

C: "so,this is why are you worried?"

S: "Yes,but it's not just for the distance...i....i was scared to feel something because i don't wanna be hurt anymore but then i realized that i'm more scared that you're gonna come back with that Rachel girl"

i laugh..she's so cute.i cup her cheeks with my hands,kissing her

C: "i'm not gonna come back with Rachel.."  i caress her hand "are you ok,now?"

S: "there's another thing...i think..i like you too much and i'm going to miss you so bad..i wanna make things clear between us before you leave"

my heart stops

C: "go on....."

S: "i want to know if i am a hookup or something more?"

i kiss her..and then again and again..little kisses to make her feel confident

C: "i can't lie..i want you...but you're not a hookup to me...you're precious and i'm lucky"

i'm in bed,surrounded by her scent..i can feel it everywhere i go..i only have eyes for her..a few people wrote on my instagram dms asking me out but i don't want anybody else..this is more than a crush..i'm kinda scared but when i'm with her i feel alive,i feel i am in the right place..i'm a romantic person but i never believed in love at first sight ,but if this isn't it,i don't know what is...my phone stars ringing and i rush to it,thinking it's Shannon but:

C: "hey Alex"

A: "where the fuck are you?are you vanished?"

C: "no!you know i come back home in a week"

A: "Oh yeah,true.so....where have you been?"

C: "most of the time,i've been working..i'm so excited Alex"

A: "Yeah sis....anything more??"

Alex is a doberman...i can't hide anything from her,so i give up and decide to tell her everything

C: "i met Shannon Beveridge"

A: "whaaaaaaaaaaaat" she screams "by the sound of your voice,i'm pretty sure this is not all"

C: "how much time do you have?"

A: "to hear this thing between you and Shannon Beveridge,all the time in the world"