Astral Convergences

Shannon's diary

S pov

i'm on a plane for Dallas..i'm already sad..i won't spend christmas with my fiancee but it was the right decision for her to stay home.she works too much..she always tells me that she feels good and everything...but everytime i look at her,i see a pregnant woman who needs to rest.i sigh,stretching my body on the seat..some minutes later,the charter company put on a movie on the tv..umm..a Walt Disney cartoon..let's see what it is...when the title appears,a big smile creeps onto my lips..Sleeping Beauty..a fairytale of a princess who finds love in a prince..it may seem clichè but i think it's super romantic falling in love like this..at first sight.the cartoon goes on..they're dancing in the wood,losing themselves into a bubble out of the reality..my heart beats faster,thinking at the similiarities with my love story.i met Cari and i fell in love at first sight..we danced that night..we were alone,in the middle of a crowd,losing ourselves into strong sensations and feelings.then we kissed..and dear lord...i felt every part of my body setting on fire..and my heart was about to explode.that night i realized i was in the verge of discovering a new feeling,something i've never experienced before.the love i feel for her is inexplicable..it's like she has infected my body..i can feel her everywhere,i can smell her sweet scent in every part of the world..it's like i take her with me..she's always with me. "it's emotional,isn't it?"  the guy next to me,asks me,referring to the cartoon  "what?"  "do you need a tissue?"  "mmm?"  i touch my face...i'm crying..  "oh..thank you"  "you're welcome..this movie touches me too.Aurora is so pure"  "um,yes.."  "i mean..everyone deserves their own prince or their own princess"  i smile because i have my own princess...i can imagine us,dancing at our wedding..she'll wear a beautiful dress,i will guide her through the dancefloor..our daughter will be in the stroller 'cause she will be just four months old..everything will be perfect..like in the fairy tales.

when i get home,my mom hugs me  "how are you?i missed you so much"  "i'm good,i missed you too, mom"  "i hope Cari is not too upset for being separated from you"  "umm..she was..but then she understood.."  my mother nods  "i hope to see her soon"  i smile  "she wants to meet you too."  "go get a shower..Casey and your dad are coming" i kiss her and go upstairs,in my old room.i lay on the bed and send a text to Cari: babe,i landed.i miss you so much.i'll call you later.a big kiss on that perfect mouth. after the shower,i take my diary..i miss my girl..whenever we're distant,i read the memories we've built.i turn the pages and smile,seeing the subject..it was 2016:

everybody talks about the first time you make love or the first kiss or the first time you have sex with someone..but what about the second time?i'm smiling like an idiot since two hours.Cari's sleeping and i'm writing about her.today was magical..we had lunch together..i met Hayley,her friend..Cari was teasing me all the time..at some point,i didn't resist anymore.i got up to go to the bathroom..she followed me and i jumped on her.the fire for our first time hasn't left my body..i wanted to be close to her all the time.so,tonight i came to her.she opened the door and i inserted my tongue inside her mouth,leaving her no time to realize.i want her..i want her so much..my hands crave for her,my body needs to be glued to hers..we moan inside our mouths..then she breaks the kiss  "someone's really horny today"  i grab her again "i want more of you"   she smiles  "i want more of you too". i look at her,curious..i want to meet this body again.i want to impress in my memory her skin,her colours,her curves..every spot of her body.she brushes my face,looking at me with the sweetest expression..because between us it's not just fire..it's also sweetness..i place my hand on her hips,caressing her skin "are you an angel?"  i ask her,causing a smile on those lips...my heart melts..how can someone be so pretty?  "i don't know,you tell me"   she replies..  "what?"  "you asked me:how can someone be so pretty?"  "uh..i said it out loud.."  she laughs and my heart swells..then she closes her eyes,approaching her face to mine..she places her lips on mine,letting our mouths move softly...i wrap my arms around her but my hands don't want to stay still..my fingers run on her back.i stop my hands on her hips,hesitant  "Shan...you can touch my ass..you did it yet"  i breathe out,embarrassed,letting my hands touch the curves they crave for...she starts taking off our shirts..then she whispers in my neck  "i want to taste you"  we walk to the bedroom..finally,i can see her in her underwear... "Shannon,are you okay?"  "umm...no.you're unreal"  she laughs,wrapping her arms around my neck  "you're so beautiful..i thought about our first time all day"  "really?how much do you want to repeat it?"  "i'm dying to repeat it"  she replies,placing her hand on my abdomen..i nod and lift her up..she wraps her legs around my waist,i moan feeling her devouring my neck..i want to do it slowly..i want to savor every centimeter of this goddess..i lay on the bed with her..my mouth starts leaving a trace of kisses on her torso..i stop once again to look at her,asking shyly for the permission to take off her bra  "come on ,Beveridge". when i see her bare chest,everything in me goes haywire.the remaining clothes fall on the floor..she climbs on top on me,straddling my waist.she moves her hair on the other side.and to me is the sexiest image i've ever seen in my life..she moves her hips,making me feel the wetness between her thighs..then she starts brushing my stomach with her nails,causing me goosebumps..