Astral Convergences

Surprises

S pov

Canada..again...i'm far from Cari...again.my phone rings and i smile "baby...."  "hey babe..is everything ok?how is the hotel?"   Cari asks me   "yes.it's nice..being here with Stevie and the other youtubers makes me feel like i'm on a school trip"   she laughs   "Sami and Rachel are in Los Angeles.i think we'll go out tonight"  "ok,cool baby.i want you to have fun"  "yes...but...it's not the same without you"  "baby girl...i'm always with you"  "i miss you...do you think i'm weird?"  "why baby?"  "because i wanna be with you all the time...is it normal?"   i smile   "no,it's not.i think we are sick...with love"  "Shan B...come back soon.good luck for your video..i'm so proud of what you did"  "thank you...for being my inspiration too,i love you so much"  "i love you more"  "there's no way..i love you more"  "no"  "yes"   she laughs  "call me later baby".

"are you ready for the Buffer film festival?"  Vanessa asks me as we end up dressing  "yes,i can't wait to see my project on a big screen.i hope people will love it"  "hey,i'm sure people will.you're too smart..and you're my best friend.i only hang out with cool people". We hear a knock on the door,Vanessa opens it and Stevie comes in  "hey girls..i'm hungry.let's go eat!".

"So,Shannon when the Wasted youth video will be released?"  Stevie asks me   "umm...i don't know exactly when..but i hope soon"    she smiles   "i'm happy that you're in love..i feel like we've been through the same things in the same time..and seeing you be happy again gives me hope"  i hold her hand  "you will find someone"  "hey girls,enough with these sad stuff"  Vanessa says  "Stevie is a bomb,she doesn't need to be encouraged"  "ow thank you.you're so sweet".

Finally,my panel is starting..i'm surrounded by the other lesbians youtubers.i introduce myself and the crowd screams..i smile because in part it's Vanessa screaming..when everyone introduced themselves,we finally watch the videos.

Here we are...we're about to watch my project....the player starts and i hold my breath.when it ends, i hear applause...i smile...it's the first time someone watched it.the interviewer take the mic  "wow Shannon,this video is touching.how did you get the idea?what was your inspiration?"  "well,i always say that my youtube channel is dedicated to the sixteen year old me who was scared..with this video i want to tell girls and boys that there's a community ready to hug them,that they're not alone and no matter what their parents or their friends say,they deserve to be loved and protected"  the crowd screams and i'm happy..i think this is what i'll do,with Youtube and with my life.

I get off the stage and Vanessa is smiling  "hey"  "someone wants to talk to you"  i raise my eyebrow,she has an arm behind her back... "look who's in my phone"   my smile becomes wider "Shan B..i'm so proud"  "baby....you were on the phone all this time?"  "yes...i called Vanessa before your project was showed"  "you're incredible baby...thank you..and thank you too bro"  "i did it for Cari"  i punch her shoulder  "you're beautiful"  i say,looking at Cari on the screen "no,you are..are you going out?"  "mmm,yes,we'll go to a party"  "ok..i'm going to the gym"  "ok babe,i'll call you later,i love you"  "i love you".

C pov

"bitches are back in town"  Sami screams as she and Rachel get inside my car.i picked them up at the airport.obviously my Ep is playing on my cd player  "listen baby...this is that annoying girl from X factor"   Sami tells to her girlfriend  "am i annoying?last time i checked i was that hot chick from X factor..your words"  i answer winking at her,she laughs  "yeah..maybe"  she increases the volume  "hey everybody...this is my friend Fletcher..she's going to be a superstar" she screams at the people,i look at Rachel  "oh my god...five minutes in Los Angeles and she already gave the best of herself"    she says, i laugh  "there's no cure for her..you need to give up..love her as the crazy she is".