Astral Convergences

June's first Christmas

C pov

"Shanbee?"  "mmm?"  "are you sleeping?"  "i'm trying to". i caress her hand placed upon the bump  "baby boy is moving"  "yeah..i can feel him"  "mmm..i'm hungry"  i tell her,turning around to wrap my arms around her neck. "would you like a night snack?"  i smile  "totally". she places her lips upon mine  "you're so sweet"  she says,caressing my back  "and you're so pretty". she nuzzles her face into my chest  "mmm..you got me tired"  "now,is it my fault?you were so turned on"  "oh,shut up..it's so hard to resist you"  she mumbles against my chest  "yeah...with my fatness"  "you're not fat.."  "well...with June i was fatter"  "mmm..and you know that i love your curves"  she places a kiss on my belly..i caress her head  "Shan...what about that snack?"  she raises her eyes  "let's go". we get up and start dressing up. she grabs a dress for me  "baby girl..raise your arms"  i smile,doing as she asks. then i look as she puts on her underwear  "Shannon, i'm not wearing panties or bra"  "i know..i like the thought of you being naked under the dress"  "you're so dirty,baby". she chuckles  "we're alone and we're coming back in a few minutes".

we're looking into the fridge...i whine  "i want a pancake..with bananas ..and strawberries"  "so,i have to cook". i pout,looking at her ...she smiles  "this is not a snack..it's breakfast"  i keep pouting.. "this is exactly what i mean when i say that i'm at your service"  she says,walking to the kitchen  "you're mean"  she inserts her hand under my dress  "remember that you're naked"  "Shannon!"  she pulls her hand away,laughing  "i'm claiming what's mine. you have to give me something for my service"  "i thought i already gave you something,earlier"  "mmm..yeah.but this is an extra..so,i have to get an extra"  she wraps her arms around me,kissing my head. she starts cooking.. "thank you,babe"  i tell her,leaning on her..she smiles  "sit down,princess"  i shake my head  "no..you're so caring..i want to keep you company"  "what a cutie..come here"  she hugs me from behind and i sigh. 

when my snack is ready,we sit around the breakfast table. she looks around  "it's Christmas"  "true. i can't wait for June's presents"  "me too. i'm more enthusiastic about her presents than mine"  "that's because we're parents. everything about her is more important than anything else". i keep eating..suddenly,she stands up...i look at her as she grabs the scan placed on the fridge..i smile with her. she sits in front of me again,keep looking at our child  "i still can't believe it"  "but it's true.i mean,we're having breakfast in the middle of the night"....we laugh...then she continues  "i know that we seem crazy and stuff..but,if i could turn back time,i would conceive him again". i put my hand on hers  "we're totally crazy..and i know that i complain all the time about having more kids..but that's because...i'm scared"  she raises her eyebrows  "why?"  "that...i won't be able to be a good mother..i mean, we have a lot of work with June..and we're gonna have more work when Gary will be born..i'm just scared..but..i want other kids with you..that's for sure". she gets closer to me and places a soft kiss on my cheek  "i know baby..you're a great mom..i'm so lucky to be with you". i rest my forehead against hers  "i'm lucky as well..mostly,because i give birth to beautiful babies..our little prince will be handsome,i know"  she chuckles,kissing my cheek  "thank you but they're beautiful because of you"  "no..it's Shanbee's fault"  "oh yes?"  i nod  "mmm..come here,pretty girl"  she cups my cheek and starts a warm kiss. when i pull away, i look at the plate  "i'm done..it was delicious"  "you devoured it. i'm scared for my own life..are you gonna eat me?"  i smirk..she chuckles  "well,if you insist...i'm all yours"  "i'd like to...but...how?"  "are you serious?come with me"  she pulls me with her..we get upstairs almost running  "Shan...take it easy"  "no..i have to take advantage of the moment..i miss...that"  she takes off her shirt and her pants..then,she takes my hand and lays down.. "you have to be comfy"  she tells me, helping me find a position.i can feel her breath shaking.. i look at her,smirking  "you really missed it,huh?"  "are you going to keep me waiting any longer?"  i chuckle  "well..."  "Cari..". i smile again and then place a kiss below her stomach..she sighs...poor baby,i feel guilty for not giving her all the attention she deserves.but when i start licking her, i realize that i miss her as much as she misses me.