Astral Convergences

"I love you to the moon and back"

oookayyy my sweet readers..the video for Undrunk is out..honestly i'm a little confused 'cause i'm sure Cari made a video in July..but it was different from this..i don't know.by the way,i love her for the queer representation.i want to clarify something:trans women are women.i read a bunch of shit about the co-star...come on people,we're in 2019.. SHE'S A GIRL.buuuut,we have another video:

yes,Shannon directed this!!!i'm so proud!she's so good and fuck...this is her first video.i want her to direct my life,honestly,lol.but,let's get to the chapter!

S pov

a loud cry...i turn around..Cari's sleeping...June is crying through the monitor..she wakes up in the middle of the night very often.she was so quiet...but everything changed...she has three weeks now...i get up..it's 4 a.m. my fiancée is on a deep sleep...i look at her body,desiring to wake her up...why am i the one who wakes up when our daughter cries?as i walk,the pinky of my foot bangs towards the bed  "uughh"  i press my hand against my mouth...damn...when i get to my daughter room,i melt seeing her wonderful blue eyes full of tears... "hey baby...mom's here..what is it?what is it,princess?"  i tell her,taking her in my arms...i put the pacifier in her mouth but she spits it out  "uughh...you look so much like your mother"...i smell her diaper,she seems good... "so,are you hungry?". i walk to the kitchen..i take the breast milk from the fridge and start warming it.i sway my baby,to try to calm her down...she's still whining but the cry is less intense now...when the milk is ready,i grab the sippy cup and head back to her room.i sit on the rocking chair and start feeding my baby.Cari started saving the breast milk in bottles so that i could feed June when she's not home or she's doing something else.i can't lie,i like feeding June...i feel an incredible tenderness and warmth that almost make me cry.her incredible eyes are open..her little hands are placed on the bottle...i'm admiring this tiny human..i didn't know something like this could exist..this strong love,this connection..my heart simply belongs to her...and it's magical because i feel the same thing about my future wife.our family is like a circle where love keeps running through the three of us,with no chance of dispersion.the little mouth of my daughter is not sucking anymore..i look at the bottle,it's empty  "you're such a good girl,June."  i tell,kissing her head..the baby emits small sounds..it's crazy how she changed..only three weeks but her hair is longer and blonder..she's bigger and now,we can discern the similarities...the lips are Cari's for sure..well,the eyes are mine..for the rest,June looks like a mix of her two mamas..i smile at her,once more  "do you wanna sleep with us?"  i plant a big kiss on her cheek before walking to the bedroom.Cari's mouth is open..she's snoring a little..she usually does this when she gets away from my body..she usually sleeps like an angel when i hug her...i lay down with my daughter..i put my arm around her and Cari and close my eyes  "i love you".

"happy sunday!"  i open my eyes at the sound of my girlfriend's voice..my daughter is in my arms...i smile,seeing the little blonde an inch away from my face...Cari climbs on the bed and plants a kiss on my lips and one on June's head  "how beautiful,little mama's baby"  "and me?nothing to say,about me?"   i tease her..she brushes my hair  "good morning my love.i made breakfast"    i place a kiss on her lips  "okay..i'm getting up..what about the princess?"  "take her in her room.i'm waiting for you"  she stands up and i sit on the bed.then,i gently take June's body,kissing her and walk to her room.then i reach Cari..we exchange another kiss  "thank you baby"   i tell her  "you're welcome". we start eating  "today she woke up at 4"  "ow..poor baby"  "i know but i fell asleep fast,luckily"  "i was talking about June"  i give her a sarcastic look  "you're a bitch"  she chuckles  "i love you"  "me too..but you're still a bitch"  "hey,i carried our baby for nine months"   i smile,placing my hand on her thigh  "i know baby..i don't complain at all,i love feeding June.it's just that..sometimes i hate you for sleeping so hard"  she shrugs   "sometimes you don't hear her but i do.i woke up for two nights in a row"  "by the way,do you wanna go somewhere today?the weather is good"  "yeah..we could have a picnic"  "it's a wonderful idea".