Astral Convergences

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C pov

i'm sitting on the couch,feeding June.i'm caressing her hair,singing..she always calms down when i sing to her..i smile  "you're so pretty.you make mom happy"  i place a kiss on her head..then i start singing again,cradling her.Shannon comes out from our room,smiling as she sees us..when the baby stops,i wipe her mouth  "you're a good girl..well,sleep tight,little treasure"  Shannon grabs June and i put on my bra.then i go to the terrace to take our clean clothes..some minutes later Shannon reaches me..i look at her..she seems thoughtful..i fold a pair of sweatpants and then sigh  "Shannon..it's all good"  she takes a deep breath  "i don't know..i have anxiety"  i grab her hand  "babe..it's just an annoying situation..we're going to solve it"  "it's just that..my blood boils..my worst fear is getting real"  i wrap my arms around her neck  "what fear,baby?"  "that the fame has another face..i'm afraid to lose you"  her eyes are red,i've never seen her like this  "babe..you won't lose me..all the opposite..i'm going to marry you..i'll be tied to you forever"  i tell her,smiling...a few tears escape from the ocean eyes..her lips are trembling  "you promise?"  she asks almost crying...i tuck her hair behind her ear and kiss her...i try to put in this kiss all the promises,all the love,all the hopes i have.when i pull away,i look into her eyes  "Shanbee,don't cry...i chose you"  "you're so beautiful"  "you too,my love..and June is the prettiest and purest human being in this earth"  she smiles  "our princess"  "yes..and you're my queen"  she presses her lips against mine..then i keep giving her pecks   "mmm,i love you"  she laughs  "you're consuming my mouth"  "i don't care..this mouth is there for me,tho"  she hugs me  "maybe i have to learn to be more independent from you"  i look into her eyes  "if you think that this is becoming an issue,i suggest you to do it"  "it's not an issue..but...i feel so lost without you...and the thought of people stalking you..makes me crazy"  i caress her face  "if you don't want to come,stay here with June"  "no,i'm coming.i just needed a moment with you"  i nod  "okay,i'm taking these clothes downstairs"  "i'm taking a shower,then..or...do you want me to wait for you?"  i smirk  "i'd love to".

i'm folding the shirts with Shannon kissing my neck and hugging me from behind...  "Shan...just give me five minutes"  i tell her,giggling  "nah...i need you babygirl..come on..leave these clothes"  i take off her hands from my hips  "if i don't put them in their place now,we'll have a pile of clothes on the chair for days"  she sighs,moving away from me..when i turn around i see that she's getting naked  "you're playing dirty,Beveridge"  i say,staring at that body..she simply shrugs,taking off her pants..  "babe...you're drooling"  she says with a smile  "well,clothes can wait"  i reply,taking off my shirt.

we enter the shower,kissing each other..she seems so needy  "i missed you"  she adds in a low voice...i let myself go in her arms,allowing her to take control..she needs this now and i'm gonna give her all of me.

"are you nervous?"  i ask her,putting my hand over hers,in the car  "no,i'm good.let's do this"  i nod and give her a kiss. she takes the stroller and i hug my daughter.i plant a big kiss on her sweet cheeks and she smiles  "aww,you're a mama's girl,aren't you?"  she smiles widely  "aww,i can't with you"  i add,kissing her tiny hands. "the throne is ready for my little princess"  Shannon shows up with the stroller..i make June sit in it and then i kiss my amazing woman  "for what it was?"  "for giving me this marvel".

we enter Natalie's office, hand in hand..she smiles,seeing us  "wow..the entire family here..let me kiss this beauty"  she stands up to kiss June..the baby reacts mumbling strange sounds.Shannon shakes her hand  "hey,what's up?i'm glad you're here"  Natalie tells her.she sits in her chair...Shannon takes a seat and i'm about to sit too when my fiancee pulls my hip to make me sit on her..well,at least she shook her hand. "so,i'm going to tell you my idea to block that guy forever"  the art director starts,i look at Shannon..she tightens her grip on my hip and i put my hand over hers  "we're going to give him Cari's number"  "what?!"  Shannon shouts  "wait...not the real number..we're going to play his own game.we'll give him a number..Capitol bought it for you,Cari.then we're gonna track him down through his own and report him to the Police."  i turn my head to look at my fiancee..she starts talking  "Cari told me something about reporting him..but..are you sure this is going to work?"  "totally"  i raise my eyebrows,now looking at the green eyed woman  "how do you know?"  "because i...i've been in the same situation before..but...with my ex..i didn't know it was her 'till i tracked down her phone number"  "oh wow,i didn't know,i'm sorry"  i tell her  "don't worry..she stopped because the Police reported her"  i nod and then turn around  "what do you think,baby?"  she looks at June,who's playing with her stuffed animal,making small sounds with her mouth  "let's do it".