Astral Convergences

Promises,ring and tour

a few months later

S pov

i'm so tired and nervous but excited also.i'm about to go on tour!i'll leave next week.i don't know how it's gonna be because i've never done anything like this before..from youtube to this...wow,it's crazy.i can't wait to meet the people.i'm coming back from the rehearsal and i can't wait to see my girlfriend.our summer was incredible..she made three festivals and our love has grown further.i wanna go live with her but i'm gonna wait for her decision.when the uber pulls up at my place,i get out of the car and go inside the building.i greet the girls and head to my room..i open the door and smile...she's laying on the bed watching tv  "good evening"   she opens her arms and i sit on the bed to hug her...we cuddle and kiss for some minutes.then she asks me  "how did it go?"  "good.i'm over my awkwardness...i think i'm gonna have fun.and your rehearsal?"  she moves a little and i lay next to her,hugging her body  "good.i can't wait to be at my first headlining tour"  we exchange a look and i lean over to kiss her  "i'm so proud..but i will miss you so much"   she puts my hair behind my ear   "i know Shanbee..i will miss you too,but i'll call you everytime it will be possible"  i nod and she kisses me.then i rub my nose againts hers   "you're so beautiful baby"  she whispers and i hug her tight..i wanna capture her scent,i wanna keep her with me forever   "i don't wanna get away from you"  i complain.she rubs my head with her fingers and i start falling asleep.

i wake up under the cover,with Cari hugging me.i got my pyjamas on...i think she put it to me..i look at her...tonight will be the last here.i get up carefully 'cause i don't wanna wake her up.i meet Meghan in the kitchen  "good morning Shannon"  "good morning Meg". i start preparing breakfast.some minutes later ,my sleepy girlfriend is walking through the living room.i look at her,smiling..she's wrapped in one of my big shirt.how can someone be that beautiful in the morning,after waking up?she reaches me and gives me a peck   "good morning princess..it's almost done,sit down."   she smiles and sits.when breakfast is ready,i take the plates and the juice and sit next to her..she's staring at me,i smile and kiss her   "i wanna be with you all day long"   she wraps her arms around my neck   "of course baby"  her eyes are on my lips and i think she's simply irresistible when she's all cuddly.i press my mouth on hers,she keeps the contact longer.Jess sits in front of us,next to Meghan  who says "look at us..our morning date"   "uuh,i don't want her to leave"  my girlfriend says,placing her head on my shoulder   "you're gonna leave too"   i tell her    "yes,but you would've come with me if you didn't have the tour"   "come on Fletch...they say distance makes the desire grows"   Meghan tells her,Cari sighs   "i don't need the distance"  i smile,looking at her.well,maybe while we're away she's gonna think about "the family thing"....and maybe she's going to miss me so bad that she will never want to separate from me.

i'm driving.i told her i would've brought her to a special place.i turn off the car when i reach Malibu.i get out,taking my backpack and my girlfriend's hand.we walk under a tunnel to go to the beach..there's no one today..perfect.i lead her to the deck chairs.we lay down and i hold her hand,caressing it with my thumb..she pulls out her phone and seconds later,her sweet voice fills my ears..her new single,You should talk,is out today..i didn't see the video yet 'cause she filmed it when i was in Florida..i saw some pictures and i had an heart attack,so i think it's gonna be sooo good.i look at her...a ray of sunshine is hitting her face.in this moment,i hope everybody in the world feels what i feel.everybody should feel this heartbeat and this emotion.when i'm with her i'm always nervous,in a good way, and i think perfection exists.she colors the world and gives me the strength to be better...i don't know why.she opens her eyes and i get lost in them...she's infinite.when she gets up,i admire her legs and her butt.she lays down with me,hugging me and my heart skips a beat...one year together but i'm not used to her presence yet.i caress her chin with my thumb  "you're so pretty"  i whisper...she smiles in response.we stay hugged 'till lunchtime   "ugh baby i think i burned myself"  "let me see". she shows me her shoulders and i laugh  "Shanbee, don't laugh at my pain"  she complains with a pout   "oh my god Cari...i wanna eat you alive"  i  grab her face to squish it.she smiles,wrapping her arms around my neck and i place a kiss on her lips,repeatedly   "i love you"  a kiss  "i love you"  another kiss  "i love you"   little kisses   "i love you so much baby"  she ends the game and kisses me longer.