Astral Convergences

"Despite the nausea, the pain on my feet and back..I wouldn't change anything."

S pov

I keep looking at them.she raises her eyes,asking me ,without talking, to love her.of course i love her.it's not this the problem now...the problem is that i'm mad and i wanna kill Natalie and fight with her..but she's pregnant..and emotional..and i can't have wild sex.i snort...she pouts,looking into my eyes.i grab June from her arms..the baby protests a little but she calms down with a kiss. "can you play with your stuffed friends?good girl"  "what are you doing?"  "come with me"  i pull her to the hallway  "Shannon..talk to me..are you angry?"  "ssh". i get in the bedroom  "sit on the bed"  "what do you wanna do?". i don't reply,exiting the room.she's going to make me feel better..i need this anger to leave me.

when i come back to her,she seems confused  "do you want to talk?"  i shake my head  "so,why..are we here?"  "you're going to give me something"  she looks at me  "do you want to.."  "no.i can't control myself,right now.we can't make love..but..you..."  i take the camera  "you're going to take off your clothes and i'm going to film you". she opens her mouth,raising her eyebrows  "are you serious?"  i pull her legs  "yes". "are you forcing me?"  "oh,baby..sure."  "Shannon.."  "Cari.."  "i can't believe this..i'm pregnant..i don't feel sexy..my hair is a mess and i'm ugly"  "you're hot..i guess Natalie likes you no matter what"  she sighs. "are you ready?"  i ask her,grabbing the camera  "you're a fucking perv"  "yes...and you're a liar"  she gives me a sad look..but i'm too angry to care.i turn on the camera..she sighs loudly..but then we exchange an intense look..she rolls her eyes and starts the show.

"you know what,baby?"  she asks me  "what?"  she takes off the shoes  "you're incredibly mean,sometimes"  "uh uh"  "and..i feel like i'm a poor naive girl in your hands"...my lower zone starts getting on fire.she takes off the jacket from her shoulders...i focus the camera on her cleavage...then,on her lips..i open my mouth to breathe properly.she touches her hair in a sexy way..i get closer... "Shanbee..you're a bad girl..you're forcing your pregnant wife to put up this private show for you"  "yeah..i'm a bad girl..i'm so bad that i decided to focus on you and our babies and leave the things that were hurting you". her panties fall from her legs,leaving me breathless  "it's your duty to focus on me and the babies.i married you for this"  "i don't complain about this"  she lifts her dress,stopping when she gets to the thighs...i'm biting my lips  "i know..you're so caring..and loving..and hot.i made a mistake,Shannon..but i love you with everything i have"  i caress her lips..she closes her eyes.then,i get on my knees to kiss her thighs  "....Shannon..."  "you're mine,baby.i don't want anybody to look at you that way.."  "i know". she continues the game,raising the dress and pulling it off...i stare at her naked body..she looks into the camera lens  "are you satisfied?"  "you're so beautiful that it hurts"  she touches the bump  "we're having a baby..our second child.can you forgive me?we have an amazing family..there's nothing more important than this"  "i know..i'm just madly jealous..and i don't want you to tell me lies"  "you're right,babe.i'm a stupid.i was just scared"  "Cari..."  her lips start trembling  "we need you..please"  i take a deep breath and place my head on her lap,surrounding her with my arms.i leave multiple kisses on the belly,feeling extremely blessed for my kids.she grabs my head,pulling me for a kiss  "you're my life..i'm your wife...okay?"  i nod,completely fine..the anger left. "it's crazy how you manage to change my mood..always"  she smiles  "it's the same for me". i stand up,pulling her with me.i wrap my arms around her waist,hugging her tight  "mmm i love this..feeling the bump on me"  she kisses my cheek  "i know.i sleep naked for you"  i smile,placing a peck on her mouth  "you spoil me"  "it's the least i can do for the love of my life".

i'm feeding June,sitting on the rocking chair,in her room.Cari smiles,seeing us  "awww,you're so pretty"  "she's so big,also"  Cari chuckles,entering the room.i give her the bottle as my daughter finishes..then i make her sit in order to get her to burp.a cute roar comes out of her mouth,making us giggle  "how is it possible for a baby to be so pretty?"  i ask,squising her cheeks..i press my lips against her face,making her laugh..and that's the moment when Cari notices something  "Shannon..look at her mouth"  "what?....oh...oh my god..it's a tooth"  my wife starts crying,obviously  "it's your first tooth,baby girl..aww..your teeth are gonna be perfect..Cari...aww...i love my two babies"  she gives me a bad look  "three..you have three babies"  "i'm sorry..you're right..i love you,little Gary"  i tell,kissing the bump..Cari sobs  "you called him with his name"  "of course...he's a little person,now..almost five months..soon,he will be here to play with June..she will torture him...right,baby?"  i tell,kissing my little girl..she whines  "sure..do you wanna sleep with us?"  Cari raises her eyebrows  "i don't think so"  "oh.okay...i'm sorry,little June..mom is planning to make me happy,tonight"  "Shannon!don't tell her these things"  "why?we won't be those kind of parents..we're gonna talk about sex with our kids"  she sighs  "not about our sexual life!"  "your mom is shy..goodnight,little chick"  "you're stupid..let me kiss my baby". we close the door..Cari takes my hand...i smirk  "so....am i getting something,tonight?"  "no..i want to cuddle with you.and i want a massage"  "oh my god..you want to exploit me"  "this is what marriage is"  she says,entering the bedroom  "umm,i thought marriage was sharing,fighting,having sex in every corner of the house,paying for my wife's bills..."  she laughs  "exactly...come on,Lil' Bev..show me what you can do with those hands". i take the lubricant and lay on the bed..she gets naked,offering me a pretty view..i start massaging her feet..she closes her eyes.