Astral Convergences

If you're gonna lie

S pov

"are you still seeing her?"  Cari asks me,giving me the hardest look i've ever seen in her eyes  "umm..we...we met a couple of times for-"  "you're a fucking idiot"  she says,disappearing into the nursery. "Cari...we're friends.she's a smart woman..you should know her"  she turns around  "you're hilarious,Shannon.yes,i think i could be her best friend when i'm not hating her". i sigh  "babe..we just talked..."  she grabs June and comes sitting in the rocking chair  "princess..tell me anything"  she raises her eyes  "leave me alone with my daughter"  i close my eyes..she just came back from her tour and i already pissed her off..i leave the room..but then i turn around on the threshold of the door...she's silently crying..this picture melts my heart..i sigh,brushing my hair..i don't know what to do.i hope my daughter will calm her down.

ten minutes later,she exits the room..her face is still the same..i look at her  "Cari..."  she raises one eyebrow,grabbing one of my shirts on the couch.she puts it on,giving me her back.then,she speaks  "i'm making myself dinner"  i furrow my eyebrows  "what do you mean?"  "it means that i'm not cooking for you".

i turn on the tv 'cause i feel impotent.she's cooking..i look at her,every now and then..she eats something quickly.i reach her  "babe...stop acting like this.i prefer your insults instead of this silence"  she shakes her head,looking at the floor  "you wanted this..you didn't tell me about this friendship"  "because we met by accident.."  "oh yes..and that text?"  "she..she just asked me how i'm doing"  she nods,walking away from me.i follow her inside our bedroom..she grabs my pillow to throw it in my face  "you're sleeping on the couch,tonight."  "what-"  she pulls me out of the room,slamming the door on my face. "Cari!"  "fuck you"....wonderful...i sit on the couch,feeling my stomach hurting.i hug my pillow,laying down.

3 AM

i open my eyes 'cause June is crying..i sit up and rub my eyes..i run into a body in the darkness.. "i can take care of her"  i tell my wife  "no.i can't sleep". i follow her into the nursery where the cry becomes louder.Cari grabs our daughter  "aw baby..i'm here..i know..i know.."  she tries to comfort the little girl,giving her kisses and her warmth..i reach them,placing a kiss on my daughter's head  "she's becoming a night owl.she cried all nights in the past weeks"  Cari makes a sad face  "and we just put us in another situation"  i smile,happy that she spoke to me. "i know..but once her teeth will be at their place,she'll calm down.she's a good girl.right,JBF?"  Cari chuckles  "JBF? this is the surname you came up with,in my absence?"  i smile in response..she talks to the baby  "i won't ever leave you,baby.mommy would end up messing up your life".

when the baby is calmer,i go to the kitchen..i hand Cari a glass with orange juice  "i'm good"  "drink it.you're pregnant"  she sighs loudly,taking the glass.i watch her as she drinks all the juice,smiling. "are you happy?"  i nod,smirking.then i follow her as she enters our bedroom  "what are you doing?"  she asks me  "babe..we've been apart for weeks..come on..let me sleep with you". she thinks for a second and then shrugs..i take advantage to reach her and start sucking her neck  "....Shannon..."  "mmm...please..it's been a month.i need you"  "you hurt me"  "let me make it up to you"  "...i.....i.."  but i'm not able to stop myself,anymore... "at least,take care"  she whispers...i nod,lost in her.i lay on top of her,letting my hands travelling through her body.when i get to the bump,i smile,thinking at what's inside.she kisses me with love and passion,getting me emotional.i can't believe i stayed away from all of this for so much time.i look at her,breathless  "is it everything okay?"  she questions me,curious  "i love you so much..you're my medicine"  she smiles.i place my face into the crook of her neck,breathing her scent  "i thought you wanted to...you know.."  she tells me  "i want to..i'm just enjoying my fortune"  "why did you hide that situation?"  "mmm...because..i was furious with you"  "what?why?"  "for your friendship with Natalie.you were in Europe,with her..i wasn't there"  "but..it's a childish way to act"  "i always told you she feels something for you but you insist that she doesn't feel anything"  "whatever she feels,i don't think you made a great move.i hate that girl!are you satisfied,now,with your revenge?"  "i'm not!your fucking lady friend barely greeted me,earlier"  "i'm not responsible for other's people.this is crazy.we have a baby..and we're about to become parents again!you're acting like a kid"  "what do you want from me?i see the way she looks at you"  "what do you want me to do?should i tell her to close her eyes?"  "maybe!"  "you're hanging out with the cheapest version of Olivia Wilde!fuck you,Shannon!"  i can't repress a smile..she crosses her arms  "i don't want you to see her again"  i caress her arms  "you're so beautiful..so jealous and pregnant.."  she snorts  "i'm not playing this game"  i start kissing her collarbone  "Sh..Shannon..stop"  i keep kissing her,obviously  "awww...fuck"  she says,giving up.she pulls away from my mouth to ask me  "promise you won't see her"  i giggle  "okay"  " promise"  "i promise.now,can i make love with my wife?"  she rolls her eyes and i bite her neck,making her chuckling.