Astral Convergences

New york,New york

S pov

i just recorded the video with Cammie..it was hard...when i stepped in that house,my mood changed.these days with Cari have been amazing..i feel something strong for her and i know that i won't come back with Cammie but all the sadness,the old memories,the anger came back in me..and tomorrow Cari will come back in NYC.i'm driving to my friend's house when Cari sends me a message:

Cari: ...everything went fine?

she's anxious and i get it..i don't know how i would have reacted in the same situation..

me: yeah...i'm driving home.i'll call you when i'm there.

Cari: ......ok.

Fifteen minutes later

S: hey...

C: Hey...

S: so...we made the video

C: yes.....

S: Cari,are you ok?

She sighs

C: tell me about it and i will

S: well...it's been strange..talking about our break up in front of a camera,sharing our feelings and see each other as friends.

C: i understand..what did she say?

S: the truth..that nothing bad happened,that we are trying to find ourselves and we support each other

C: oh...so...friends....

S: umm...yes...i mean..i think we need some time before hanging out together

C: ........

S: Cari....

C: i don't know what to say..what did you feel?

Here she is...

S: mixed feelings..she's been part of my life.i know i won't come back with her but i love her...as a friend i mean.i can't erase her from my life

C: Cool...and what about that kiss?

S: It was a month ago...i didn't know you...you changed everything..Cari,i wanna be with you

C pov

oh my god.she said that..my heart is jumping from my chest..this time my silence is positive..i'm smiling

S: are you still there?

C: Y-yes...i really wanna hold you right now.

The morning after

i'm outside my friend's place with my luggage,waiting for Shannon..when i see her,my eyes start watering because i feel like it's the first time we meet...goodbyes make me a strange effect..she's so stunning...i get inside the car..she's there..with that smile..she's wearing a large t-shirt,a pair of jeans and a hat.. "hi gorgeous" i tell her,giving her a peck on the lips.. "hi,do you need a ride?i only drive pretty girls around"  i raise my eyebrows  "you'll only drive me!"  i say to her,she laughs,i beat her shoulder. "so...finally,the Jersey girl comes back home"  she states  "i think this is the first time i'm not happy about coming back in New york" ....she holds my hand and kisses it.we spend the ride in silence,my hand in her thigh,my eyes on her...i know i'm about to cry but i won't..i want to be happy in these last moments together.