Astral Convergences

Fighting at Coachella

S pov

I'm awake for a few minutes..i'm looking at Cari...she's so beautiful..she looks like an angel..her wavy hair covering her face...her peaceful expression...and the way her mouth moves...the temptation of take a picture of her is too much...i get up,trying not to make noise to take the polaroid camera.i take a few pictures from different angles...i stop when she starts moving..slowly her eyes are opening and i enjoy this moment..she smiles and i kiss her.

we take a shower and get dressed.when we're ready,we leave the room with our luggage.i take Cari's hand and we get inside the elevator.we walk to the reception,Cari turns to me smirking..uugh..i made a show yesterday night..fortunately,there's not the same guy..but it's the first douchebag who smiled at Cari,and a woman...Cari greets them with a smile  "hi"  "hi"  they keep a straight face,i'm a little embarrassed.we leave the key and go away.

i'm sitting on a bench on the ferry..Cari reaches me,cuddling into my arms  "so,are we ok?"  she asks..i breathe out before answering  "sometimes i feel like i'm loving you too much..this kinda scares me"  "why does this scare you?"  "because i'do anything for you...i mean..anything.."  she raises her head to look into my eyes  "am i toxic for you?"  "no babygirl..i'm scared to be the one toxic"  "what are you saying?you make me happy...how could this be toxic?"  i smile weakly  "but sometimes i feel like you're going to have a great future and i'll be your only obstacle"  her eyes start watering   "Shanbee..stop please...you are my great future and my stunning present too"   i caress her cheek   "i want to be enough for you"   she's crying now   "wha-is there something bad i'm doing?tell me Shannon because if you feel like you're not enough for me it's my fault"  "hey no..no.come here"   i hug her tight.  "forget it Cari...you complete me...i don't need anything else"   i kiss her head and wipe off her tears  "you're so pretty"....i kiss her..i kiss her with all my heart and my soul to erase her fears.she's my princess and i wanna give her the world..even when the love i feel for her scares me.

i drive in silence on our way back to home.when Wasted youth plays on the radio, we look at each other smiling   "hey babe...how's going with the new songs?"   i ask her   "pretty good.i feel more mature...since i'm here i've learned so much..i pulled out different feelings comparing myself with other authors"  "i'm very curious to hear the new stuff"  "i'm finishing a couple of songs..you'll listening to them very soon".

i pull out the keys to go inside my apartment.Jess and Meghan are cuddling on the couch..Amy is sitting next to them   "so,this is a thing now?"   i ask them,Jess shrugs  "i liked her for a while"  "by the way Shan,you were so blind..i knew it"   Amy adds   "how?"  "the way they looked at each other..."  "so...you're the only single in this house"    i say to her   "someone is trying to flirt with her but she's too stubborn"   Meg answers   "who?"  "it's not true..Meghan sees things where they're not"   Amy says drily   "she literally asked you out"  Meghan continues   "wait..who is she?"   i ask confused   "Ally...Hills."  my friend answers earning a bad look from Amy.i open my eyes widely   "whaaaat?Amy...date her!"   she blushes   "i'm confused..i don't know if i'm ready..it's too early..and it kinda hurts seeing him...going through his journey alone"   i sigh sitting next to her   "Amy...it was your choice...you can't force yourself...he's well..you have to think about you"  "i know..you're right..but i need time"  i nod   "i think you should date Ally and fuck...all your sadness would go away"   Meghan says   "ew..i don't wanna imagine Ally fucking...she's like a sister"  i say going away.

i get out of the shower and my phone starts ringing:

S: hello?

Vanessa: dude...where were you?

S: i was in Santa Catalina..a little gift from Cari

V: oh..wow..did you have fun?

S: umm...yes...we argued but we made up right after