Astral Convergences

Now this is war paint

C pov

I wake up to the warmth of the sun,filtered through the window..I smile immediately and turn around..she's not here..I raise my eyebrows..since I'm pregnant I'm more anxious.I sit and put on the first shirt I see..one of hers..her scent gives me goosebumps..on the nightstand there's a note: "if I think that among all the people existing in the world YOU are MINE ... I look at you, I know you exist and I understand that in the midst of so many wrong things then there's you.. you are the beauty concentrated in one body and one mind , and you love me.... I never thought that this could have happened ... I will never really believe that you are here and I will never get used to your love ...  I love you,MINE."  shit,I'm so sensitive..tears are already streaming down my cheeks..I take a deep breath and get up to call her..she answers after two rings:

S: good morning gorgeous

C: you can't always make me cry

S: I hope it's a happy cry..I would never hurt you...

C: and you know I'm happy.where are you?

S: I went to the grocery store..are you hungry?I'm coming back

C: yes.babe..when will we tell them?

S: umm..I don't know..we can make a FaceTime call with your parents and then with mine

C: yes..and...the girls?

S: we can tell them whenever you want

C: what about tonight?

S: cool..do you wanna go to the movie?

C: actually...i want to have dinner here..I can cook

S: umm..baby..i don't want you to get tired and-

C: i'll make pizza....or better..we can make pizza together..come on baby

S: okayyy...it's incredible how you can get anything from me

C: I love you Shanbee..i'm waiting for you

S: no...you're waiting for the breakfast

i laugh

C: it's true..but i want you to come back soon,i have something to give you to thank you for the note

S: i'm pulling up!

we hang up and I look at the ring on my finger..it's been two days since we got engaged but it's still unreal to me..then I put my hand on my stomach and I smile at the thought of our daughter..all of my dreams are becoming reality.i hear keys jangling behind the door so i run to open it   "Car-"  i cut her off with a kiss...an intense one...my tongue is dancing with hers while her hands are suavely touching my body.she tries to pull away  "can i come in?"  i pull her against the door,closing it, and attack her mouth  "mmmm...Cari...what's going on?"  i lick her mouth before pulling away  "nothing..it was just to say thank you"  "wow..you're welcome babe...but...there's a little problem..I'm horny"  I shrug,grabbing the bag with the food  "and I'm hungry"  she looks at me with eyes widened  "oookay..are you serious?"  i shrug again  "cool...i need to make physical activity to let this energy go away"  she kisses me on the cheek and i start eating.

"babe..you're ruining the dough"  i complain when my fiancee tries to disturb me  "i just want a kiss.."  she's holding me from the side...i sigh and kiss her  "now,go away"  she makes a pout  "i just want your attention"  "the dough needs my attention now..why don't you call the girls to know when they're gonna be here?"  she sighs  "fine"  i follow her with my eyes 'till she disappears in our bedroom  "i'll have to deal with two babies..."  i whisper continuing with the dough.