Astral Convergences

The truth

S pov

i wake up feeling kisses all over my face...i smile,opening my eyes..my gorgeous girlfriend is on top of me,i wrap my arms around her  "happy 20th Shan B"  i hug her and pull us over , so now i'm straddling her..i nuzzle my face into her neck..her sweet scent is my favourite thing in the world..she smells like happiness and good.we cuddle for a while and then get up.

6 pm

"ok babe,have fun..i'll see you tonight"  i kiss Cari as she's going to the American music awards with John.i go to the living room and sit on the couch.Alex is watching a series,she turns to look at me,i smile,she makes a weird expression   "what?"    i ask her   "nothing". some minutes later she turns to look at me again,i raise my eyebrow  "what do you want,Alex?"  "nothing.i'm admiring your beauty"  "sure.i make the straight girls go gay"   she laughs   "dude,even if that was true,i couldn't fall in love with you.Cari would rip my heart off"  we laugh.after ten minutes,she turns to me completely  "hey Shan..would you like to have kids?"  "why are you asking me this question?"  "i don't know..i was thinking..there's no right age to have a family,you're not ready and suddenly something makes you change your mind"  "Alex.....are you pregnant?"  "what?no!"  "there's something i should know?"  "N-no.it was just a thought"  i study her face,she's weird  "by the way,you didn't answer about..having kids"  she tells  "umm..i want to have kids.Cari and i will get married in the future and we'll have kids"  she nods  "what do you mean for future?"   "maybe in seven or eight years"  i answer.she stays quiet,thinking.then she speaks again  "how much do you love Cari?"  "well...i'm very in love.i've never felt something like that..i had relationships but she's different.she's the girl of my dreams"  she smiles  "and would you do anything to make her happy?"  "of course"  "good". she lays on the couch again..i'm very confused by this conversation.

i'm waiting for Cari in front of the theater to see Lany. "hey" a familiar voice is speaking to me  "hey Court..what are you doing here?"  "i'm going to see Lany"  "oh.me too.i'm waiting for my girlfriend"  "cool.i stay with you then"  "ok,thanks". when Cari arrives,we get inside. we sing,we smile,we hug,we feel emotions..mostly when the chorus of ILYSB echoes in the theater..i wrap my arms around Cari's waist.i smell that familiar and intoxicant scent..she makes me fly..my soul is forever trapped.

the day after, me,Cari and Erose are hanging around.my girlfriend and her friend are talking about long distance relationships  "i don't know how Alex deals with this..i was so hysterical when i was in New york and Shan was here"  "about Alex...yesterday she asked me strange questions"   i say   "what questions?"  my girlfriend asks me   "about having kids..if i want kids and stuff..i thought she was  pregnant"   Cari's face changes  "how could she get pregnant?she lives here and Tj in New jersey"   Erose answers  "you're right.."  i say. Cari is in another world   "but i know two people sleeping in the same bed"  Erose says smirking at us,i laugh  "are you talking about us?"  "yeah!Cari,do you wanna say something to us?"  "stop being jerks, girls!"  she says with a straight face  "Cari Fletcher are you pregnant?"  Erose continues,laughing.Cari leaves my hand and goes to the car mumbling something.Erose looks at me with a guilty expression on.when we get inside the car,i put my hand on Cari's shoulder  "hey babe..is everything ok?"  she sighs  "yes...sorry.i'm just in a bad mood..for work stuff"  i kiss her head  "everything's going to be ok"  she nods with a pout.

C pov

Erose is going back in NYC and i feel the urgency to explain to her why i reacted in a strange way the other day.we sit in my balcony  "so...i want to apologize..for the other day"  "there's no need.i know what it means having a stressful day"  "it wasn't exactly like that...i...."   i sigh,closing my eyes  "i started having dreams and daydreams about having kids with Shannon"   she laughs,i give her a serious look  "ok,you're not joking....go on"  "it's the first time for me..i look at her and i can't stop picturing our kids with her blue eyes and my heart melts"   i'm so embarrassed   "oh,you're so cute"  "god,i feel stupid.."   "don't.it's a beautiful thing.i'm happy for you Cari.did you tell Shannon?"  "no!we're too young and i want my dreams to come true"  "yeah i know...but this is a dream too"  "yes.and we've got time"  she nods and i hug her  "i'm going to miss you"  "i will leave you wild comments under your instagram pictures,so you'll fell my presence"  i laugh and pull away.