Astral Convergences

Tango,love and jealousy

S pov

"good morning princess"  i whisper in my fiancee's ear..a smile appears on her sleepy face as she stirs and yawns   "you're so cute and sweet"    i tell her,sitting on the bed   "mmm,what time is it?"    she asks, sitting up    "eight.breakfast is ready"    she places a kiss on my lips   "good morning,my love".

"today is the last day"   i tell her while she eats.she pouts  "Shanbee...."  "don't worry babe,i made plans for the day"   she raises her eyebrows and i smile,pinching her cheek   "you'll see.now,finish the pancake"   she nods   "okay". she takes the bites,staring at me   "what?"  i ask her  "i'm so excited..i can't wait to see what you prepared"    i kiss her hand   "are you my baby?"  "i'm your baby"    she replies in her baby voice   "aww,i love you"   i kiss her cheeks..she chuckles,snuggling into my body   "June and i love our protective and caring princess Blue Eyes"   my heart beats faster at the sweet name...i place other kisses on her head while my hand rests on the baby bump..i close my eyes feeling a huge warmth surrounding my entire being..i have a family...i have a big responsibility...but i have the strongest love as well.

i close the front door of the house and grab Cari's hand...she looks at the estate,sighing   "i can't believe we'll leave in the evening". i lead her to our car,opening the door for her.i fasten her seatbelt,smiling when i surround the bump...  "it's so big..we're getting closer"   she smiles,caressing her belly    "i know..it seems like yesterday that i found out i was pregnant"   i get in the car and start the engine   "true..just a few months ago we were in Europe,clueless,enjoying our last days of non-pregnancy"  "yeah...but i was already pregnant..i took June in Europe"  "her first trip"   i tell her, smiling...she smiles back and places a kiss on my shoulder.i drive for fifteen minutes more..Cari is singing her songs and i feel powerful,inside this car,with my future wife next to me,happy for her new music..god,her happiness is even more important than mine.everything about her is more important than my own life..my duty is to provide for her and my daughter.it's a massive but liberating sensation knowing that everything i want in my life is inside this car..the universe is infinite but we are two small figures losing themselves in the ethereal space,holding onto each other.

i park the car   "here we are"  "what is this?"  "you're about to find out". we get off of the car and enter the building.the music welcomes us   "Shannon,what's this place?"   i squeeze her hand   "it's a place where people dance"   she gives me a questioning look in response.we reach the door where a man greets us   "good afternoon ladies..you can find the shoes in the dressing room"  "thank you"  i tell him.my girlfriend is even more perplexed.we enter the dressing room   "we have to change our shoes"   i make her sit on the bench to help her   "Shannon,are you going to tell me what we're gonna do?"  "i told you,it's a place where people-"  "yeah..but...it's not a club or a disco..and...i can't dance"    i smile    "i know baby..it's something else.trust me,okay?"  "i have no choice". when she stands up,i look at her from head to toe   "you're sexy with these shoes"  "i feel weird"   i get closer to her to kiss her..she wraps her arms around my neck.i pull away  "mmm...this is the right mood for what we're gonna do".

"babe...welcome to queer tango"   i tell her as we enter the big hall where a bunch of people are already dancing..  "oh,wow..how did you find it?"  "i have my ways"   i answer looking at my nails,she gives me a nudge, chuckling.a guy comes to us,smiling   "you are the Beveridges,right?"     i nod    "yes,i'm Shannon.and she's my fiancee Cari"  "hi"  "hi,i'm Jonathan.oh my god,you're pregnant,congratulations"   she leans on my side and i smile, thanking him.  "first of all,thanks for accepting the invitation.it's a pleasure to have an activist and her wife here..and second:are you ready?"    i grab Cari's hand who stands still   "i have some doubts...how can i dance with..this?"   she asks,pointing at the huge bump   "don't worry.tango is for everyone"   he replies, grabbing our hands.we are in front of the mirror..he's teaching us the steps..my girlfriend is good while i'm terrible..Jonathan comes near me   "come on,it's not hard..just spin your right foot"  "i'm not able to dance..oww....look at her..she's perfect..even with that enormous bump"  "hey!it's not enormous,you little bitch"   i laugh at her irritated face.