Jamilton Oneshots // Hamilton ✔️

Movie [JAMILTON // ANGST]

this is the angst thing- i'm bad at making people sad lol

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"Excited?" Thomas looked at me and I sighed, going deeper into my seat. Thomas took his hand off the wheel and placed it on my cheek. I winced. I still had scars from when I dated Reynolds.

"Yeah. Put your hands back on the wheel." I say and push his hand away. Thomas puts it back but brings it back to my cheek right after.

"But I love you..." He says, smiling at me.

"Thomas!" I scream as headlights from another car blind me. I hear a loud crash and everything I could see before; Thomas smiling at me, leaning in to kiss me, leaves. It all becomes black.

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I wake up in a hospital. Someone runs to my side but I don't know who it is. My vision is blurry.

"Alexander!" The person says, obviously worried. Realizing it's Thomas, I smile. In a few seconds, I could see him clearly. He is smiling at me and has pulled me into a hug. I don't hug back because when I try to, my arms hurt. I look down. A cast.

On the bottom of it, Thomas signed it.

He took up an entire side of it.

"What's happening?" I ask him and he pulls me away, looking down, "Thomas?" I look at him, wishing I could kiss him. But he's so tall...

"Um... You got in a car crash."

Right when he says 'car,' it all flows back to me. Thomas leaning in to kiss me, me screaming out, the blackness.

"Tommy!" I yell, realizing he was in a car crash too, "Aren't you hurt?"

"No, sadly." He whispers. I look over at him. 

"I'm happy you didn't get hurt." I say and he smiles weakly at me.

"I love you, Alex."

"I love you, too. I know you love me, by the way. You didn't need to stop watching the street to tell me that." I say teasingly and his face flushes. I hardly ever get Thomas to blush.

While we're looking at each other, a nurse comes in. She gasps when she sees me and rushes over. I look at her name tag.

Eliza.

"Oh, he awake!" She squeals like it's the best thing that's happened since her fiancé married her, "How are you feeling?"

"I'm okay." I respond and then immediately after, a searing pain shots through my head. I scream in pain and Eliza rushes over. She's asking questions to Thomas, then to me, and then she's calling to other nurses and doctors.

The last thing I see is Thomas crying, tears running down his face. The only time I had ever seen him cry is when I asked him out. The memory was clear now...

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"Thomas..." My voice trails off and I look up at the sky. We're laying down on a blanket in an apple orchard.

"Yes, Alex?" He turns to me and we both look at each other.

"We're friends, right?" I ask.

He takes my hand in his and smiles, "Of course we are."

"That's great..." My voice trails off and I let my hand slip away from his.

"Is there something you want to ask me?" He asks. 

"Maybe."

"Well ask me, then."

"Can I show you instead?" I ask, smiling.

"Of course, Lexi."

Hearing his response, I suck in breath and kiss him. It's a long, beautiful kiss. At first, he's surprised. Then he kisses me back, willingly. When we pull away for air, I look at his eyes. They're full of love.

"Will you go out with me?" I ask.

"Of course I will."

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As soon as the memory ends, I look over at Thomas. He's still crying. Nurses and doctors surround me and my head is still in pain. They're starting to usher him away.

Before he goes, I yell out my last words, "Apple orchard!" 

And I'm gone.

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i didn't quite know how to end this. ik i wanted to kill off alex (i'm sorrryyy...) but i wasn't sure how to end it. i decided just to cut it off here, with alex dead...