Jamilton Oneshots // Hamilton ✔️

Lost Boy [JAMILTON]

✨ requested by my other fRiEnD ✨

based off of: lost boy -troye sivan

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Thomas arrived home before Alexander, smiling to himself. Since Alex wasn't here, he could make him his favorite meal; a ham and cheese sandwich. It wasn't much of a meal, but Alex said it was his favorite thing ever and so Thomas took it upon himself to make one as a surprise for Alex when he arrived.

Thomas placed the cheese, ham, and bread on a plate. He placed the plate on the counter and began to make the sandwich. Halfway in, his phone rang. Thomas glanced at the caller ID and smiled pleasantly when he read 'Love.'

"Hello?" He answered, smilimg to himself as he placed the cheese on the sandwich in front of him.

"Tommy~" Alex slurred. He was drunk.

"Alex, are you driving?" Thomas narrowed his eyes, hearing a loud honk from Alex's side of the conversation.

"No..." He whispered, all of a sudden sounding weak and tired. Alex was like that when he got drunk. One moment he would be all loving and caring, but the next he would be tired and feeling like cuddling.

"Who's driving?"

"My girlfriend!" Alex exclaimed happily.

Thomas's eyes grew large. He dropped the ham package on the counter. Alex was cheating? Wait... what?

"Alex? I'm your boyfriend."

"Oh. I thought you were John."

Silence followed. Thomas pulled the phone away from his ear and hung up. He made the sandwich with tears in his eyes and ate it himself. Straight after, he took a blanket and pillow to his and Alex's large walk-in closet. Locking the door behind him, Thomas lay on the floor and fell asleep.

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The next morning, Alex dragged himself out of the empty bed and began to hit the closet over and over again, waking up Thomas with his crying.

"Tommy! I'm sorry, I'll never do it again! Please!" Alexander pleaded, pounding on the door. Thomas sat up and turned the closet light on. Alex began to bang harder. Swiftly, Thomas took jeans out of a small suitcase in the corner of the closet and a shirt that was hung up. He pushed the clothes out from the small hole in the door and sighed. Alexander didn't take the clothes and continued bamging, though.

"Alex. Stop." Thomas commanded. Alex stopped.

From the closet, Thomas could clearly hear him standing up and taking the clothes.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. I know I shouldn't have. I was scared of being with you, of hurting you. And now I have hurt you. Me. I did it myself. I'm sorry. I don't deserve you, you need to find someone else. All those times I said we would be together forever and I ruined them all. I'm just so lost right now, I need to get out of this. I know, that isn't an excuse for what I did. Believe me, you won't be hearing my name anytime soon." A broken sob fell from him. Thomas listened as Alex's footsteps walked out of the room. He listened as the front door slammed close after a few minutes.

That was when he finally cracked open the door.

Thomas ran theough the house and out the front door. Looking both ways, he could no longer see Alex's small body. He never saw Alex again.

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i'm sorry, this is so short. i really thought i wrote more- i'm doing the second song the requester requested as well, but it'll be angsty, too. thanks for reading.

word count because i thought i did more; 594