Rain [JAMILTON] [PART ONE]

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i finally watched infinity war lol. i mean, i knew what was gonna happen and i always knew they're was a squel. i basically watched it for tom holland because his face and voice is like... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhAHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i went home and watched spider-man homecoming because he starred in it, that's how much i love that boy ;3
oh and by the way Warning; Rape
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Alex lay in bed, shirtless and next to his boyfriend. Thomas was asleep, but Alex couldn't seem to sleep because of the heavy rain falling down outside. Slowly, he climbed out of the bed and opened the window lightly. Upon seeing the water drops coming from the sky, he pulled it close very fast.

"Go to sleep..." Thomas mumbled from the bed. Alex didn't say anything, but instead left the room to make himself hot chocolate (i only wrote that because i crave hot coco rn).

When he got to their kitchen, he only realized the rain had become louder. And by every second, it was growing more loud... It rang in Alex's ears like when many of his foster parents had yelled at him for being useless. And the more it rang, the more he was reminded of James. James Hamilton. His older brother... He would be so happy for Alex.

If only Alex had somehow helped him... If only.

"Alex!" Thomas said, comimg into the kitchen.

Remembering his purpose in life, Alex slowly got up, whimpering. Somehow, he had fallen on the ground. At the sight of him, Thomas just stood there.

"When are you going to get over your brother's death? That was a long time ago, Lexi, you have me now." Thomas snapped at first, but by the second sentence was purring. Alex walked further from his boyfriend.

"Oh, I'm sorry, it's kind of hard for me to get over my freaking brother's death." He growled.

"Oh, wow. Are you on your period or something?"

"Thomas! Shut up." Alex growled again. Thomas's voice rang in his ears now along with the rain.

"Excuse me?!" Thomas asked. Well, growled. Alex looked up and dropped his mug when he saw Thomas walking towards him, cornering the small man. That was when Alex smelled the alcohol.

"You drunk dipshit!" Alex screamed, throwing the pieces of the broken glass onto Thomas. Thomas spit a piece out and threw a hard punch to Alex's face.

"Ow!" Alex screamed.

"Oh, I can hurt you more..." Thomas whispered. He grabbed Alex's face and roughly kissed it. Alex tried to pull away, but couldn't. That was exactly when it turned into rape.

As Thomas was taking off Alex's clothes, Alex continued to whimper and kick.

"How did you even get drunk? You were asleep!" He said.

"I came home very late tonight, Alex... You kept me up... Punishment..." He mumbled against Alex's skin. Unwillingly, Alex moaned. Very lightly, "You like this, huh? You little freaking slut. That's all you are. Only good for sex, Alexander Hamilton..."

"Stop! Thomas, stop!" Alex yelled, finally kicking away from Thomas. When he looked back up, scared, Thomas had a mood on his face that told Alex to get the hell out of the house. Alex immediately grasped the message, running upstairs. He threw as much clothes as he could into his suitcase and essentials.

Less than a minute later, he stood in the rain.

It hit his back softly, slipping down his coat and jacket. It didn't even remind him of his brother's death anymore. It reminded him of Thomas.

He had done everything for Thomas.

He lost all his friends for Thomas.

He really was a stupid man. All because of him, the Alexander Hamilton was standing in the rain, lugging a suitcase in one hand and a backpack on his pack. All of because of him. He had trusted Thomas Jefferson too much. Too much.

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i'm so sorry this is horribly written

sorry for the rape too :/

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