Love, Simon [JAMILTON] [PART TWO]

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j a m e s

Thomas was out at Aaron's with Peggy and Aaron while I stayed at home rewatching Love, Simon. I had a sneaking suspicion Thomas had not actually watched the movie but had instead been daydreaming the whole time. I wasn't mad at him for that, it was cute.

He was cute.

My Thomas was adorable...

"James!" Thomas yelled. I jumped up, squealing. Every time he got home, he would cuddle me and keep tell me how much he loved me.

"Thomas!" I yelled back, going into our kitchen and into his arms. He accepted me, but reluctantly. Something was up, "Thomas..?" I pulled away.

"Yes, Jemmy?"

"What's wrong?"

"I... uh... have something to tell you. C'mere." That didn't sound good. I accepted anyway, following him into the living room and to the couch. He sat opposite from me, hugging a stripped pillow I had gotten for us one time. He always held it whenever he was nervous. It was another cute habit.

"What's wrong?" I ask again.

He stays silent for a second.

Two seconds.

Three seconds.

A minute.

Two minutes.

Five minutes.

Ten minutes.

"I have a crush on Alexander Hamilton."

They say once you find your true love, you'll get married and live happily ever after. Thomas was my true love. I'm beginning to doubt that statement. Your true love is someone who loves you. Truly. They hug you and hold you close. They stay with you. They keep you calm. Thomas did all of those things.

But he clearly isn't my true love.

"I hate you." I respond simply, standing up and smiling. I don't know why I was smiling. Maybe because the sad frown on Thomas's face was even more sad. Maybe because seeing the man who I thought was my true love cower and cry in front of me felt good. Hell yeah, it felt great.

I loved it.

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a l e x

John and I sat on the couch, watching Love, Simon. He was in my arms, crying. I loved him...

"Lexi?" He whispered. I looked down at my boyfriend.

"Yeah?" I ask.

"Can we go kiss on a ferris wheel now?"

I laugh a little and kiss his forehead.

"Maybe, Jacky."

I love him...

wow look at this picture of fire cool right a+ love fire hope my house burns down..?

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