You remind me exactly of her.
Every-time you talk, every time you tease me, every time I fuck up.
Every emotion I felt with her, I feel with you.
The feeling that you might be ashamed of me,
the feeling that you might just be fucking with my head, and that you aren't as interested as you say you are.
Sometimes it just feels like you just don't give a fuck.
Call it my low self esteem, my over sensitivity, or whatever you want, but I'm not doing it again.
I'm done feeling like I need to fight for you.
I don't want another tie-dye anchor, copper eyes, dandelion, or another nightfall.
I'm gonna listen to my head this time.
In the event that you one day find this, i'm sorry. I'm just too fucked up right now and I hope you understand that i'm just not the guy you want me to be.
