Thats what you said when i told you.
I'm not sure if i'm okay, or numb,
But i feel like i can move on now knowing i didn't leave any "what if"s behind.
You told me goodbye, but you still check up on me.
I don't know why.
I'm confused on if you actually cared, want to boost your ego, get a rise out of me, or only told me goodbye because you know it'd never work (at-least not happily).
The only thing i do know is that my heart stopped aching after that night and
It stopped hurting when i'd see you.
Thank you.
If it wasn't for you telling me to let my emotions out, i'd never have got that closure.
I genuinely care about you,
But i'm going to need space to grow and become the person you knew i always wanted to be.
Not for you, but for me.
I love you,
I think I'm ready to say
Goodbye.
