[The Architects Series: Xander Del Valle (part 1)]
Despite of having a 'secret' fiancee, Xander Del Valle needs to obey and follow what his parents wanted for him. Marrying Zaira Garcia. But, he wouldn't make things easier for her. He'll make sure...
I BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES. Everybody deserves it— right?
MALINIS AT MAAYOS kong tinapos ang lahat ng sa amin ni Austin. I appreciate all of his efforts and sacrifices, but is he really the one for me? I know in many years he has been my companion. But who would think that I only just needed him for comfort?
To help me up? But I think I cross the line when something happened between us. But here's the thing, I still couldn't believe myself that we shared that night.
Maybe my heart was just eager for revenge and he is the one that I can run to. I didn't use him; maybe my love for Xander was extraordinary. The love that I have for my husband was so high that no one can ever surpass it. Yes, at that time he took me, I realized that I still love him.
All of the love that I have for him came back, when he pleaded and cried and saw the eagerness and longing in his eyes to make our family whole again; and here I am, giving that second chance to him, and I am proud to say that I didn't regret upon giving him the last chance and to prove himself as a changed man.
"Daddy is better than you! I want Daddy! Daddy!" Larzene shouted as my daughter tried to push Xander out of his way.
Oo, hindi natuloy ang annulment case na sana pa ay last week pa dapat ang hearing. Pero, itinigil ko. What did I just do? I just tore the annulment papers. Kahit nga si Xander ay nagulat sa ginawa ko e. But, anyway, it's my decision.
I sighed. It's been a month past; pero, ganito pa rin ang pakikitungo ni Larzene kay Xander. But, he worked hard for it. I know his sincerity. He's been working hard on it. Walang araw na hindi siya tumitigil sa kakasuyo kay Larzene. He wants to gain respect and love for his— our daughter.
He really loves us. Walang araw din na halos pahirapan ni Larzene si Xander. But, I try as hard as I can to approach our daughter and tell her non-stop that, a real father's love is way better than the love that he gave. I kept on convincing her but, she won't listen. Instead, she grabs her phone and started calling Austin's number, but I kept on stopping her.
Her actions are not right. Gusto kong makita at maramdam niya kung paano nahihirapan si Xander para makuha ang respeto at pag-mamahal niya. Our daughter must see how to love a real father. I want our child to see and feel that love.
Nakita kong napaatras si Xander sa sinabi ni Larzene. I know he is hurt... again. "I'm sorry, baby—"
Nabaling ang atensyon ni Larzene sa akin. "Mommy! I want Daddy! Please bring him back!" Halos umiyak si Larzene.
I know she really miss, Austin. Pero hindi ko kayang ibigay sa kanya 'yon. I want to give him a second chance, that's all, a second chance that can prove ALL. Gusto ko namang maramdaman kung paano at mag-alaga at mag-mahal si Xander. 'Yan ang dati ko pang gusto kong maranasan, hindi ba? Now, this is the right time.
Lumuhod ako para pantayan ang anak namin. "Baby, give your Dad a chance to prove himself to you, please?"
She just rolled her eyes at bumalik nalang ng kwarto. "I want Daddy!" 'Yan nalang ang huling sigaw niya at padabog na sinarado ang pinto.
Xander and I both heavily sighed. Tumabi ako sa kanya at nakita kong pilit niyang pinipigilan ang sarili sa pag-iyak. Oo, tanggap niya si Xander bilang tunay na niyang ama, pero mas gusto niya na si Austin ang tumatayo niyang ama.
"Tangina! This is my entire fucking fault! Bakit ko nga ba ginawa ang kahayupan sa'yo, Zaira?! Naiinis na ako sa sarilii ko! Hindi pa ba talaga sapat?!" Singhal niya.
Hinagod ko nalang ang likod niya at pinilit na maging matatag dito sa tabi niya. "I'll talk to her later, Hub." I composed myself and face him.
"Kailan ko kaya makukuha ang pag-mamahal mula sa kanya, Zaira?" Huminga siya ng malalim. "Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil ito ang kinahitnatnan ng kagaguhan na ginawa ko sa iyo noon! Lahat! Damay lahat!"
"Shh... Matatapos din ito, Xander... Ok? Tutulungan naman kita pag-dating kay Larzene, e." Sabi ko sa kanya at naramdaman kong niyakap niya ako.
I smiled when he hugged me, he needs me... He needs me! "Just stay here by my side, ok... Wife?"
I lifted his chin up and smiled. "Always here for you, Hub."
"Let me kiss you, Wife."
"Does it need to have permission?" I smiled sweetly at him as he reached my lips and linger it.
-END OF PART ONE-
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