𝐧𝐛𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 [𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝]

leaving (part 2) • kevin love

dear lau,

i can't believe you.

listen, i understand that you're looking for new opportunities and that there are probably better things for you to do and try in miami, but how could you just leave without saying goodbye, or talking to me first?

i feel betrayed, not to mention unbelievably hurt. after everything we've been through together, you just drop our friendship for your career without letting me know beforehand?

it's like you don't even think i care. well newsflash: i care. i love you - you're my best friend. i care so, so much about you, lau, and i can't believe you would just leave like that.

you know, i was planning to go over to your house today. i was planning a surprise picnic for the two of us. i made us your favourite chocolate peanut butter cookies, your favourite fruit salad, your favourite egg and ham sandwich, your favourite strawberry banana smoothie, and your favourite barbecue chicken wrap. all for you.

i packed your favourite blanket, a movie player with your favourite moana dvd and your favourite pillow too. i did all of this for you, only to find you had left to an entirely different state.

i know you thought that leaving was the right thing to do. but there were so many things you're wrong about.

you said that you never made a huge impact on me. lauren kylie royce, that is the biggest lie i have ever heard and you know it.

you have led to me find the best version of myself i hadn't been able to find before i met you. you have brightened up my world and you are so genuine and real. when i think of things i'm grateful for, you come to my mind straight away.

your faith and belief in me was the one thing that pushed me harder and harder to be better every single day. you are my motivation lau, and now that you're gone, i have nothing to fight for.

when you said that i can easily find someone to replace you, you were wrong once again. no one in the entire universe could come close to being as amazing as you.

you are supposed to be my best friend. but now i don't know.

would a best friend really do this?

from,

kevin

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