𝐧𝐛𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 [𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝]

ex • buddy hield

dear buddy,

it's been a while since you've heard from or about me, but i just wanted to say i miss you. not romantically, because we both agreed that it just didn't work out for the both of us and our breakup was for the better, and i still agree with that. i miss you as my best friend that you were before we started dating.

this was exactly what i was afraid of when we first got together. that something would go wrong and we would end up hating each other, and that i would not only lose my boyfriend, but my best friend too. the best friend i've had for the longest time, the best friend that knows all my secrets, the best friend that has been by my side through thick and thin, and the best friend that i love so dearly and would do anything to have back.

we went from 2 am calls to zero communication. we went from telling each other our deepest darkest secrets to not even greeting each other. we went from being the best of friends to complete strangers.

i don't want to be your ex. i want to be your best friend who is there for you anytime, anywhere. your best friend that you can hit up whenever you're alone or feeling stressed.

i miss you, buddy. i miss calling you my best friend. i don't gotta be in love with you to love you.

just because things are different and we're not the same, doesn't mean things have to change.

love,

zara

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< based on the song EX by kiana ledé > 

i love buddy <333

i lowkey can't stop thinking about the fact that even if my boys don't get a threepeat, patrick mccaw will wtf