𝐧𝐛𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 [𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝]

leaving me again • jaylen brown

dear mckenna,

i'm heartbroken and miserable. i'm in complete shock and dismay. how could you think about doing that to me? how could you even consider it?

why wouldn't you tell me? i had no idea that you'd been feeling this way all along, and you should have told me. the fact that i had no clue about what you were going to do and how you were feeling makes me feel like i failed at being your boyfriend. that i wasn't paying enough attention to you, and that i didn't care enough.

but the truth is, i thought everything was going fine. i guess not. maybe it was just on my end, because you make me so fucking happy, kenna. you are the light during my darkest days, and you're the one thing i can't live without. losing you would basically mean losing everything i love.

maybe i wasn't enough for you, and that's why you weren't happy. because it is what it is - you're too good for me. i don't deserve you, but i need you in my life. you're the thing that holds everything together. you're the thing that keeps me sane. you're the thing i love the most, and i need you.

i'm so fortunate to have found the letter before you left me. the letter you were going to send me before you killed yourself.

but what if i hadn't? what if i was too late? i don't know what i would have done. i would probably be a mess, because as i said before, you're the one thing that keeps me sane. you mean everything to me - you are everything.

did you even think about how it would affect me if you left? how much it would break and destroy me?

i want to say you're being selfish, but i am too. i want you all to myself, and i need you.

i ripped apart your letter, because you won't need it. we're going to get through this together, love. i'm here to support you through everything, because it's about time i do something for you after all you've done for me.

i love you, mckenna williams.

don't you fucking dare think about leaving me again.

love,

jaylen

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WOW FREE AGENCY HAS BEEN KILLING ME 

but kawhi - where you at?

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY KLAY IS BACK ON THE WARRIORS Y'ALL I-

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