𝐧𝐛𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 [𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝]

ruining • blake griffin

dear blake,

hey. i hope things are going well for you.

you're probably surprised to be hearing from me right now, as the last thing i said to you was that i never wanted to talk to you ever again. yet here i am.

when things weren't working between us, i felt lost. lost in who i was, lost about my love for you, and lost in our relationship or whatever it was at the time. i started to doubt myself. doubt you. doubt us. doubt our connection, no matter how strong or weak it was.

breaking up with you seemed like the only logical and right thing to do at the time. i thought, maybe if the relationship didn't exist anymore, i could escape it all. find myself once again and move on.

now that i look back, i could have found better ways to solve my problems, and at the same time, keep the one person i love the most. you.

you've probably moved on by now, and you don't even want to remember me after what i did. and i just want to say i'm sorry one last time, even though you most likely don't want an apology right now.

but i think you deserve to know that i still love you. i miss you. i miss everything about you, and how amazing you are. i know that i was probably the shittiest girlfriend alive.

i'm sorry for giving up on us so easily. i'm sorry for not even attempting to work things out between us.

i'm also sorry for sending this to you now. you're probably happy, and i'm ruining that.

from,

maisy

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baby blake