𝐧𝐛𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 [𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝]

only good thing • thaddeus young

dear sydney,

i'm a mess without you.

i can't believe i ever let you go. you were one of the few things that made me happy, and i just let you slip right through my fingers.

i don't even really understand why i broke up with you. maybe it was because i was scared. scared of the future, scared of moving forward, and scared of messing things up. but now that i look back, there was nothing to be scared of. as long as you were there next to me every step of the way, everything would be fine. but i was stupid and foolish, and followed my head instead of my heart. i faced my biggest fear: losing you.

i might sound really selfish, but i hope you haven't moved on. i hope you haven't found someone new, or lost your love for me. i hope you don't hate me so much that you won't take me back.

after i told victor, he came straight over to my house and shouted at me for about two hours, and i definitely deserved that. but one thing he said to me stuck out the most: "how can you cope with the fact that you just let go of the only good thing in your life?" after that, i realised that i made the biggest mistake of my life, and having you next to me for the rest of my life was crucial.

you are my world, and i'm not saying this in desperation or for the fact that it's super common. i'm saying it because it's the truth. you give me hope and belief that love is real.

i need you, syd. everything in my life revolves around loving you.

i hope i didn't mess up to the extent that you won't come running back into my arms.

love,

thaddeus

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i love thad young <3

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