all in • norman powell

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dear norman,

i won't tolerate this any longer.

sometimes i feel like you're the best person to ever exist. that you're the soulmate i've been waiting my whole life to find, that you're always going to be by my side and that you love me and only me.

but other times i feel like you are made up of so many lies. that you're lying when you tell me you love me, that you're lying when you say i'm the only one for you and that you're lying when you tell me i don't have to ever worry.

it's like you've constantly got one foot out the door, and you can walk out at any time. you always tell me you love me, but it's more of an assurance than an actual statement or opinion. i would never brand you a player or cheater, because that's not who you are. at least that's not the norman i know.

but other might see you differently, because i feel like you're always two different people. sometimes it's so easy to believe you and it feels like everything is going super well, but sometimes it's like you're not even trying to hide your lies.

i have no idea what you're thinking or feeling these days. do you actually love me as much as you say? do you really think i'm the only one for you, or is there someone else on your mind?

you confuse me so fucking much, and it angers me. i want things to be simple, and you're the complete opposite. why can't this be easy?

just tell me, and i'll be happy to finally know the truth. my head has been a mess every single day, and it's all thanks to you.

tell me norman, i need to know.

you're either all in, or you're not in at all.

from,

molly

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