Mass Destruction

Chapter 28

I lie my head down on his chest as we both milk in the afterglow. I play with the chain around his neck as I continue planting feathery kisses on his chest.

"I'm going to miss you" I whisper honestly. It's incredible to have him home, to be a family. When he's gone, I don't know how I'm going to cope. Jax is my anchor.

He squeezes my shoulder, "I'm gonna miss you too babe."

I have to ask again, I don't even care if he's getting tired of my question, "You'll be safe right?"

Jax sighs aggravated; he lets out a chuckle and flings himself on top of me. He kisses me again. "I've told you seven thousand times I'll be fine. We will all be fine. Now shut up and kiss me because we have less than 24 hours together and I really want to spend the time having sex with you"

I roll my eyes with a huff and about to say something when he kisses me again, "we're not talking" he whispers.

**

The next day comes to an end sooner than I would have liked. We're getting ready to say goodbye to the guys. I have to bite my tongue every time tears form in my eyes to keep myself from looking like a wimp.

The guys are in chapel while Gemma and I sit inside the club watching Abel and Chucky play with his GI Joe. Chibs took him shopping yesterday for some guy time.

He's growing up so quickly, he's already crawling through the house like an energizing bunny, soon he'll be able to walk and form sentences and before you know it he'll be in high school chasing girls like his dad.

"How's wedding planning coming along?" Gemma asks me, inhaling another drag of her cigarette.

"I haven't even started" I murmur, "Diana has family shit going on so I gave her off, the shop's busy so wedding stuff hasn't been on my mind"

Gemma looks at me, "You need any help?"

"I'm fine, I'll ask if I need help. Thanks Gem"

She nods at me and we both glance at the Chapel door opening. Jax walks out first. He picks up Abel and cradles the baby close. Jax drops a kiss on my head.

My heart falls deep in my stomach when I hear the gnarly sound of police sirens. I check the monitor and see cars pulling up.

"Yo lads, our ride's 'ere" Chibs says

I stand up from my seat, Jax hands Abel to Gemma and puts both his hands on my cheeks.

"I love you" I whisper, "Please stay safe"

"I will" he smiles at me and puts his forehead on mine. "My fiancé"

I swoon, bringing him in for a kiss. Jax hands me his cut and kiss my forehead, "Take care of yourself and our boy okay?"

"Take care of yourself" I whisper, he gives me a wink. We all start walking outside to meet with the damn cops.

Opie pulls up in his bike when Rooseveldt steps closer to the boys. I quickly hug Tig and Chibs; Gemma hands me Abel and hugs Jax.

The cops start putting handcuffs on the boys when Opie storms forward, Rooseveld turns around and looks at him, "So you came to say goodbye?"

"Yup" Opie grunts and punches him hard. He falls to the ground. What the hell is he doing – what are you doing Opie?

He punches another cop and elbows the other when they try to grab him.

"Don't just stand there, get him outta here!" Rooseveld yells, it takes two cops to pull Opie towards us.

"What the hell is Opie doing?" I ask Gemma, she gives me a smirk, "He's staying close"

The guys get hauled into the van, the rest of us wait until the van pulls away before turning to head into the club house. I throw my arm around Bobby as he leads me inside.

Only fourteen months left.