jeongin.
jeongin was panicking in the bathroom. he had come in here to check if everything was normal with him, it wasn't the case.
his eyes were bright red, his fangs were out, and he felt a strong urge inside of him. but he didn't know what the urge was about.
what he knew, though, was that he couldn't go downstairs like this. he might have told hyunjin everything, but he still couldn't casually show up like this, and jisung wasn't aware of anything.
suddenly, he heard a knock on the door, causing him to jump.
"hey, jeongin, not to bother you in there, but your friends are here. not only the three guys, but the girl too."
jeongin's eyes widened a bit, at the mention of irene, as he thought that maybe, she could help him. but how was he supposed to ask jisung to tell irene to join him in the bathroom, without it sounding weird ?
"yeah- yeah, hyung, i- i'll be as quick as possible. but hey ! could you do me a favor, please ?"
"what is it ?"
"i- i need you to tell irene to come."
"uh... can i question anything ?"
jeongin sighed. "i swear it's nothing weird, i just need her to come right now. tell her to come to my room."
"fine."
"thank you, hyung."
you heard him leave, and you knew you didn't have much time to run to your room, since the living probably wouldn't be empty for too long.
irene came quickly, and entered your room, after knocking, and receiving jeongin's permission to do so.
"what is i- oh my God, jeongin, what's wrong ?" she asked, widening her eyes, once she took in the sight of jeongin's face.
"i- i don't know ! i mean, it's normal for my eyes to be red, sometimes, or to my fangs to grow, but now i've been like this since i woke up, and i can seem to turn normal again. this shouldn't be happening ! it should take only a few minutes, and i should be able to control it, anyway. why can't i, today ?"
"first of all, jeongin, calm down. panicking won't help you."
"but what should i do ?"
"i'll help you, jeongin, but first, calm down. nothing can be solved, if you panic."
"okay, fine. i'll calm down." jeongin said, and breathed in a few times, to try and relax.
"so this usually happens to you, right ?"
"yeah. didn't it happen to you too ? as a puberty thing ?"
"it did."
"did it ever happen, that you got stuck with... well, an evil face, like that ?" he mentioned his own face.
"yes. i panicked, too, at that time."
"and then what happened ? how did you manage it ?"
"well, since i couldn't let my friends see me like that, i escaped from my window. it was late at night, when it happened, so i just wore a coat, and no one outside could see it. near the forest, i happened to meet a vampire —he's not from our village, by the way. he was the one helping me."
"what did he do ?"
"he figured the cause out. so now, tell me, jeongin, does you feel like you need something ? like an urge ?"
"yes ! yes, i do, but... but i don't know what i need !"
"don't worry, okay ? it's not something big. vampires that don't drink human blood tend to react this way, after being with humans for some times. it's just because it awoke something inside of you. after all, drinking human blood is our nature. and i assume you didn't drink any blood for a while, so it accentuates it."
jeongin nodded, understanding. irene's explanation allowed him to calm a bit, though not completely, since he was afraid he had to drink human's blood, to become 'normal' again.
"so what do i do, now ?"
"you try to calm your intern self. to calm this urge for blood."
"how do i do that ?"
"lay on your bed, close your eyes, and try to relax. try to think of something that could take your mind off this."
jeongin lay on his bed, and closed his eyes, as told.
"what did you think of, when it happened to you ?"
"i thought about my friends. they're four girls, and they all count on me, since i'm the one helping them, finding their new life. i couldn't disappoint them, and even less hurt them. this conviction was somewhat stronger than drinking blood."
jeongin nodded, and within a second, his mind wandered to hyunjin. if he had to drink someone's blood, it could be his.
jeongin shuddered at this thought. he imagined himself hurting hyunjin, and frowned.
no, he couldn't. he even felt guilty for thinking about it. hyunjin hosted him, healed him, cared for him. and he liked hyunjin a lot.
though his mind kept wandering farther, and so he pictured hyunjin looking at him with pleading eyes, as jeongin was about to dig his teeth in his neck. he even heard hyunjin's scream, as blood spilled out of him, until he was completely dried out.
he imagined his body, laying lifeless on a floor, as he whipped his mouth, with blood all over himself.
"no !" he yelled, sitting up on the bed.
irene ran toward him, sitting next to him on the bed, as she tried to calm him.
"hey, jeongin, what's wrong ?" she proceeded to ask.
"i- i imagined myself being- being like the other vampires. like dohyeon."
irene hugged him. "you won't become like him. it was just thoughts, to calm your need for blood. i did the same, before, and look at me ! i still never drank a si gel drop of human blood."
jeongin nodded. "thank you. i hope it worked, though."
"yes, it did." she rubbed his back. "come on, now. the others are waiting for us."
"okay."
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hey guys, hope you're doing fine :>
well, guess what misfortune happened to me, AGAIN ? 😔 you maybe don't care,,, but i twisted my ankle sigh. it so ugly and my whole foot is swollen and blue/purple aksksks.
i so hate my life, it's getting worse each passing day lol.
anyway, this isn't a rant book, it is. :(
hope you'll have a good day, and remember that you're all beautiful, valid and important and i love and care for you all. 💜
thanks for reading.
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Fanfictionhwang hyunjin happened to host a vampire. ~ this book will have side ships, and characters from other group/s. ~ started : 17/07/2019. ended : _ ~ ranking : \_ #1 in hyunin : 18/08/2019 \_ #2 in hyunin : 07/09/2019 \_ #1 in hyunjeong : 06...