Through Words

An Endless Story

It's hard when people always think that you are the strongest but the truth is, they have no idea that you always see yourself as the weakest.

Are we all in the same boat when I say, I just wanted to feel that I am important to the people I love?

I mean, I'm not the type of a person who is showy and vocal. I'm not the type of a person who always tell what the problem is or even if there's already a problem, because I am the one who always listen.

Hmm, it's not just really easy for me to speak up.

Prolly because I don't want to bother them with my problems anymore. They also have their own struggles in life so why would I?

But...

Not telling them that I don't have a problem immediately means that I don't want them to talk to me. I want. Believe me when I say, I want and I need.

I need those words from them which could cheer me up when I am mostly dying. I need those shoulders to cry on when I couldn't even carry my own tears. I need those people who will tell me that they love me and I am important to them. Those people who'll tell me that everything's going to be fine and they will always be at my side; ready to listen whenever I wanted to speak.

I just need those persons in my life when I am in a hurry. I just need those persons in my life when I am in my downfall. I just need those persons in my life when I feel like the whole world is turning its back from me.

Yes, I also need them...