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Hate me ║ Lakewoods pt.3

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Some graphic scenes will be involved. If you are sensitive, please reconsider reading or stop when it becomes uncomfortable.

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I've been having some mental health issues lately and school is opening soon. But this book is honestly bringing me only joy ♡'･ᴗ･'♡

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After a whole day of skiing, we withdrew back home—completely exhausted. I did make an effort skiing for some hours, but then again. I wasn't in the mood, although I had to bite my tongue and get my shit together.

I wasn't a little girl no more, I refused to be the same clueless girl who first started high school—thinking it was gonna be cakes and rainbows.

It certainly was the opposite of that.

I did feel better talking to someone. Petra and Historia were by my side throughout the day and I enjoyed their company. I even got to know Petra a lot better, she was such a sweet girl.

We had ordered a room for some nice and relaxing sauna. It was exactly what I needed after the turmoil Eren and I had this morning.
We ate dinner as usual and lastly came the time to depart.

We put on our swimwear underneath our clothes and headed outside to the bitter cold again. Stars had appeared in the sky and I was reminded of last night. I never got to ask Eren about last night...not like I had initially had any questions.
It was just a drunken game, right?

But my features could only wear a gloomy frown.

"Hey, let's just have a good time" Historia was right by my side, lending me a supportive hand. "It will get better" She was always being a good friend, even when Ymir was shouting her head off at me in the classroom—Historia told me I could trust her.

If only I can tell you the whole story...

"Yeah..." I forced on a smile. Somehow, I didn't think it was going to get any better from here. Because, even if he avoided me, I observed him. Eren had barely spoken a word all day, none the less smiled.

He looked miserable.

It was only going to get worse. I needed to talk with Armin—as quickly as possible. Too bad he couldn't come here.m, but once we got home, I was going straight to his house.

The boys and us girls separated to undress before we met up again to enter the sauna room with towels. "Damn we are so lucky today" Reiner had stars in his eyes once he noticed us approaching.

"Hands off" Jean snarled morbidly.

"Come on, I'm dying to get in" Sasha slapped their arms and opened the glass door. The space inside was large hence we were quite a few.

"Wow! It's freaking hot!" Connie wheezed once he touched the wall, quickly retreating his hand.

We girls swaddled up on one side, earning protests of disappointment from some of the boys. "Why do you all have to sit on one side? Come here!" Reiner patted the seat next to him.

"Because we know you're all perverts" Ymir pointed out loud and clear, earning chuckles from us girls.

"Hey, don't compare me with him!" Jean shouted, looking very betrayed.