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ⁱ'ᵐ ⁱⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵃʸ
ⁱ'ᵐ ⁱⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵃᵐᵉˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵖˡᵃʸ

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"Real talk tho you don't like him?" Zee asked as I styled her hair. "Bitch I love him. He like this person I could just talk to when I needa talk and I ain't never had that before" I explained.

"Well then bitch what the fuck am I?" She asked, looking at me in the mirror. "Replaced, baby" I said as I pulled her hair back tightly into a bun.

"Hey easy. Half of that ain't mine" she said and I laughed. "Nah but forreal tho, I just get this vibe when I'm with him. Like I can tell him anything and he won't judge me" I said.

"That ain't no excuse. Delete the damn Keith Powers album in your gallery" she said. "No" I said.

"Whatever. Forget this talk bout Keith. Tell me bout Roddy" she said and turned over to look at me. I sighed and sat down on her bed.

"You like him?" She asked and I shrugged.

"So you don't like him?" I shrugged again

"You wanna kiss him?" Again.

"Wanna hug him?" I shrugged againnnnn.

"If you shrug one more time, imma knock your ass out" she threatened.

"Ion even know how to feel at this point" I sighed. "It's like one minute I wanna hug him till the end of time and the next I just want him to push me up against a wall and just kiss me into a coma" I said, exasperated.

"And he's not even making this easier on me" I said. "How?"

"He keeps giving me mixed ass signals. Like bitch it's a yes or a no. Hot or cold. Ion want lukewarm. Like who the fuck likes lukewarm?" I asked as I stood up.

"You gonna tell him?" She asked and I looked at her crazy. "Bitch no" I shook my head.

"And why not?" She asked. "What if he don't feel the same way then?" I asked.

"Nah get on outta here with allat. You clearly blind if you don't see that nigga adores you" said. I gave her a look.

"Mane I hate when you dumb like this. Acting like this a movie or sum'" she rolled her eyes and stood up.

"That nigga make sure he call you every night to tell you goodnight" she said. "We friends" I said. "Bitch shut your big mouth up. You ain't ever told me goodnight" she cut her eyes at me.

"Moving on to the fact that you hit him up in the middle of the night and told him you were hungry so he brought you McDonald's" she said. "I didn't tell him to do that" I said.

"Shut up. That man was sleeping and you called him up and he brought you food" she said. "Everybody and they mama think y'all are dating too. What with them shade room posts and the fact that he gives you piggyback rides" she said.

"Because we friends" I said with a huff.

"You the only one that calls him Wayne and he won't go off. Bitch open your eyes and see that that nigga in love with you and you over here too blind to see it" she snapped.

I sat back down on the bed in shock. She ain't ever snapped at me like that before. She cleared her throat. "I'm sorry I just get so passionate when I'm talking bout love" she said, fanning herself.

"I never said nothing bout love" I said. "Not yet. Look don't be afraid to tell that nigga you like him. I know he like you too. Shit even the others put a b-" she cut herself off.

"Uh...um.....imma just go call Joshie" she said and bolted out her room.

I wonder what she was going to say and I wonder where the hell she going to tho. Ain't no place she finna call Joshua but up here cause them walls paper thin. I swear to God I heard Amyra dig her ass one day🤢

She came back five minutes later with a Snickers bar. "So you gon' tell him or what?" She asked as she bit into the bar.

"Imma try" I said. "And imma be here to support you in whatever" she said. "Ight. Imma do it for sure" I said. "Good. Call him. Now" she said. "Why tho?"

"So I know you not gon' bail" she said as I dialed his number. He picked up on the second ring.

"What's good?" He asked. "Can you meet me at the park. We needa talk" I said. "What happened?" He asked.

"I'll tell ya when you get there" I said

"O...k" he said. "Bye" I hung up.

"That's done. Now, we needa get you ready" Zee clapped her hands and got up.

"Excuse you? Bitch I look awesome" I said.

"You're wearing a bra top and sweats" she pointed out.

"Ok and?" She rolled her eyes and put her hands up. "Ok. Fine. Whatever"

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Now how the hell did I get here? Right, Wayne's coke can built ass didn't tell me he was having a mini concert today. So of course Relly hit me up and we had to go there.

So I'm standing there in a bra top and sweats really wishing I had listened to Zee bout changing but I wasn't gon' let her know because she gon' get annoying.

After the concert, he said that he needed a shower and then we could go to the park. So after his shower, we went to the park and now here we are, lying in the park, under a sky of stars.

"Okay no cap, that one just moved" I said, pointing at the sky.

"Did you drink Monster again?" Wayne asked from his position on my stomach.

"No. Why?" I asked.

"Cause there's nothing there"

"Okay so maybe I did drink a can of Monster" I confessed. "I knew it" he said.

"But anyway I got something to tell you" I said. "Ight. Go on" he said.

"No like...get up" I used my hand to push hi head back up so he got up from his lying position. I got up too and stretched my arms.

"Well what is it?" He asked, looking at me.

I looked at him.

If I say what I wanna say he could either reject me or say he feels the same....

Fuck it, I ain't gotta say shit.

I put my hand on the back of his neck and crashed my lips into his.

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It has been done.  Their first kiss. It took me all night to write, prolly cause I kept falling asleep here and there but it's whatever.

Have y'all seen the BET nominations.

Roddy was nominated 5 times. That's so amazing and it's so crazy cause he's just 21 and he's competing with older people who have much more experience in the industry.

Also....I watched a snippet of the Rockstar video and it was good. Really good. Can't wait to watch the full thing.

Anyways, don't forget to vote and comment

Thanks y'all mfs

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