Meaning Of A Purr (Sanders Sides - LAMP Fic)

Chapter 54: Next Step

No negative triggers, I don't think, but this chapter is a bit sexual in nature although it doesn't go very far. As always take care of yourselves and thank you for reading!

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He couldn't believe he was actually doing this. He wanted to do this but he couldn't quite wrap his head around the fact it was going to happen right now.

He shifted uncomfortably on the couch as he watched the other three discussing everything quietly. They had already decided everyone should be present in case something went wrong so they all would be aware of it and able to take measures to prevent it from happening again. Right now they were discussing who would be an active participant. Virgil had already expressed he didn't have any preference so they were trying to decide who'd be best for Virgil to make this first time go as well as possible.

Virgil straightened up attentively when they walked over. Logan took a seat on one side of him while Roman sat down on the other, Patton sitting on Roman's lap.

"I'm going to be the one assisting you today if that is alright, Darling," Logan said, resting a gentle hand on top of Virgil's.

Virgil gave a nod and turned his body so he was facing Logan. He looked up at Logan expectantly, waiting to see what he was told to do.

"Are there any requests or boundaries you'd like to mention that we haven't already gone over?" Logan asked.

Prior to the session Virgil expressed that he didn't want any touching of his posterior or groin. He didn't feel quite ready for that kind of intimacy just yet. They also agreed no clothing would be taken off this time around, although Virgil said he'd be alright if someone were to touch under his shirt as long as it didn't come off. Virgil hummed to himself as he debated the answer of that question before eventually coming up with one request.

"Can I ask for something potentially weird?" Virgil asked nervously.

"Of course, Darling. Anything you want," Logan replied.

Virgil took a breath and allowed himself to shapeshift, bringing out his ears and tail.

"I want to associate them with feeling good too, if that's okay," Virgil requested.

Logan reached over and rubbed one of Virgil cat ears. Virgil sighed out happily, leaning into the touch. It'd been far too long since the last time anyone had pet him.

"I believe that can be arranged," Logan replied, chuckling a bit at Virgil's responsiveness. "Now, do you remember what I told you about stopping? "

"That I will be listened to if I say things like no, stop or wait, and that if I can't speak or feel non-verbal to tap your shoulder twice and you'll stop to check on me," Virgil stated, repeating the words Logan had said several times before going into this session today.

"And that whoever is watching, in this case Roman and Patton, will be keeping an eye on you in case you start panicking and I don't notice. If you need one of them they'll be sitting right there within arms reach the whole time so you can reach out to one of them if you need anything. Unlike the other sessions, there is no set time frame you are trying to make it through. This can be as long or short as you want so don't hesitate to say something when you want to stop the session for the day even if there isn't anything particularly wrong or if you decide to take a break for a few minutes. You are our top priority," Logan added.

Virgil gave an understanding nod as he pulled himself a little closer to Logan. Logan rested a gentle hand on Virgil's cheek as he leaned down the Virgil's ear.

"So how would you like to do this my darling?" Logan whispered, the sound of his quiet, deepened voice making Virgil's face tingle as it surely turned red.