Meaning Of A Purr (Sanders Sides - LAMP Fic)

Chapter 62: Video Drive

I think most people are already expecting these triggers, non-consensual pornography, non-explicit rape/non-con, and mentions of past trauma. As always take care of yourselves and thank you for reading.

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"Sometimes my head really doesn't make sense," Virgil mused.

"Oh?" Patton questions, rolling over from where he laid on the couch to look at him.

"I'm bored, but I also want to take a shower to procrastinate on finding a solution to the boredom," Virgil replied looking up at the ceiling with a puzzled expression.

"Well I wouldn't say taking a shower would be procrastination, taking care of your hygiene is rather productive," Logan said from where he sat trying to solve a sudoku puzzle.

"I do some of my best thinking in the shower so I get that," Roman added.

"Plus, I'd say that's a pretty good way to alleviate some boredom. Showers are fun, although baths are more fun," Patton said.

Virgil leaned down closer to Patton so he could whisper privately between the two of them.

"I did have fun in my bath with you. Want to go repeat that?" Virgil asked.

Patton almost agreed, but something he remembered he needed to do stopped him from going to spend a little intimate time with his kitten, which he knew the younger side had really been wanting lately.

"I thought you were taking a break from any therapy related things," Patton hummed instead.

Virgil's face began to burn red as he stood up, his expression somewhere between embarrassed and defiant, a bit of faint disappointment making Patton feel poorly about not going along with it like he wanted to.

"I-I'm gonna go take that shower. Be back soon," he said before scampering off quickly before anyone could say anything else.

Patton watched him leave before reaching down for his pocket to ensure he'd remembered to keep the small item on him today.

"I, uh, I need to talk to you two now that he's gone," Patton admitted, trembling a bit.

Even with it having been two days since he found the note and flash stick he still had no idea what to even day in this conversation.

"Is something wrong, Love?" Roman asked worriedly.

"If this is about Virgil abstaining from therapy recently I've reassured him he is allowed to continue whenever he wishes to. I don't believe there is much else we can do about that situation," Logan stated.

"What? No, not that," Patton picked himself up into a seated position, still looking down at his feet. "Well, I mean, I am concerned about that but that's something I think he'll ask for soon since it kinda seemed like he was about to ask for it just now... B-but no. This is something seriously important. Not that that isn't important but I-"

"Patton, breath. These hysterics must have been caused by something rather concerning. Calm yourself and speak slowly. There is no difference between telling us in a second than there is in a few minutes," Logan reassured him as he and Roman placed themselves on the couch to the right of Patton.

Patton took a few breaths as he tried to think of where to best start his explanation.

"Well, remember how Virgil had me go get his makeup? I might have accidentally opened the wrong drawer. I know I shouldn't have snooped, much less taken anything, it's wrong, but I'm worried," Patton said, his stomach twisting unpleasantly.

"Patton, what did you find?" Roman asked slowly.

The nauseous twisting was getting to be too much, he couldn't speak. Instead he just shook his head and took the flash drive, still wrapped in Remus's note out of his pocket. Logan took it from in and before even reading he looked concerned.