Why Have I Done This??? (Lams Oneshots)

For Better Or Worse

A/N - I'm so sorry it's so short! I tried to do it justice! I start school tomorrow so I'm trying to knock this one out fast! Love y'all!

Request made by - thatonewiththeblonde

John's POV

   I opened the door for Alex and he sighed. "It's too fucking cold." I laughed as my husband lead the way to the elevators. The doorman looked at us expectantly and Alex told him our floor in French. Oh yeah. My baby speaks French and it's hella hot. We made it to our hotel and flopped on the bed. I started getting undressed and Alex grinned. "Hey, Jacky?" He purred, slipping off his shirt. I chuckled and crawled on top of him. I kissed him gently and he ran his hands over my chest as we slowly started to make out. 
   "I love you so fucking much." 
   "I love you, John." He smiled as I sucked on his neck. I heard a little pitter-patter on the windows and Alex gasped. He sat up and I pulled away. 
   "Baby?" I asked, he sniffed and sat back. "Lex? Are you ok?"
   "N-No." He sniffed, staring out the window. "I'm sorry. I-" 
   "Hey, it's ok, love." I smiled.
   "But you wanna-"
   "It's alright. Why don't we just snuggle. Would snuggles help, baby?" Alex nodded and I chuckled. "Come here, you beautiful little shit." Alex giggled and crawled into my arms. I reached over and pulled his book off the nightstand. Alex always like the read before be so I turned to the bookmarked page and began reading.

Alexander's POV

   John's sultry voice filled the near-silence as he read the words off the page, creating the world I had been so lost in and making it slightly more appealing. I smiled and relaxed into his warmth, laying my head on his chest and feeling the vibrations as he spoke. I let the words drown out the memories of the hurricane I had been wrapped up in all those years ago. I was twenty one now. I still remember meeting John. He was so nice to me and offered to let me hang out with his friends who became my friends as well. We've been through thick and thin together. John was always there to helping me with my PTSD and I was there to help him with his father. We were inseparable. We started dating after getting in a fight and ignoring each other for two weeks. We tried so hard to stay mad at each other but we just couldn't. I couldn't deny my feelings for him and I don't think I wanted to. Looking back...I wouldn't change anything. For better or worse, I love him. 

John's POV

   I played with Alex's hair as I read and he started to drift off. I smiled and set the book down, rubbing his back. I remember the first time I saw him. The poor boy was so timid but I thought he was beautiful from the moment I saw him. We fought and cried and came out on top. I love him, no matter how much my family hates me for it. For better or worse, I love him.