Why Have I Done This??? (Lams Oneshots)

Blind Date (Part 2)

A/N - BAND CAMP IS KILLING ME

Alexander's POV

   Someone touched my arm and I shot up. I started clicking like crazy and someone put a hand over my mouth.
   "Shhhh, it's John." I fell into his touch and he brushed my hair back. "I'm sorry. Did I scare you?"
   "A little. What time is it?"
   "Sorry. About two a.m."
   "Where have you been all week? You said you'd help me study." I found his shoulder and he cupped my cheek with his right hand. John and I have been best friends for a couple months now and he helps me all the time. I'm in love with him.
   "I know. I'm so sorry, Alex. My dad found my art collection."
   "Oh." I laid back down and John kissed my forehead.
   "Yeah."
   "Does Laf know you're in my bedroom?"
   "He's the one who let me in, baby girl."
   "Did your dad let you out?"
   "Sort of...I ran." I touched John's face and gasped.
   "You're in pain! Why are you in pain!"
   "My dad smashed a beer bottle on my head and used the shards to cut my back. I'm ok, Alex. I promise!" I dropped my hand and felt John's back. It was wet but the liquid was too thick to be water.
   "John-"
   "Alex, I'm fine."
   "Is that blood? Is that your blood?" I started to panic and John cupped my cheeks.
   "I'm fine, Alex. Breathe, baby girl."
   "Martha! MARTHA! MARTHA, PLEASE!" I heard the door open and felt gentle hands on my arms.
   "Alex? What's wrong, honey?"
   "Is John ok?" I was full on sobbing now. "Is he gonna be ok? He's bleeding! Please help him." John brushed my hair back and used something to wipe my hands.
   "He's going to be ok, Alex. He needs stitches though."
   "St-stitches?"
   "What's going on?" Laf asked.
   "I need you to look after Alexander while I fix up John." Martha took John away and I sobbed into my hands.
   "Alex?" Laf sat next to me and I sobbed into his shoulder. He side hugged me and sighed. "John's tough, he's gonna be ok."
   "Alex?" Martha called from the doorway.
   "Is he ok?"
   "Yes but he's resisting. Will you sit with him?"
   "Yeah." Martha helped me down the hall and sat me in the edge of the tub.
   "Alex!" John hugged me and I held him tightly. "I'm scared."
   "You have to let her do this, John." I whimpered, John rested his head on my thighs and I played with his hair as Martha stitched him up. John held my hand in a death grip and I cooed soft things to him. When Martha finished she told John he was good and I helped him up. John was a mess, sobbing and coughing. He was so worked up he could barely breathe. I quickly took him to my room and laid him down with me. He promptly snuggled into me and I sang the French lullaby my mother used to sing to me to get him to calm down. Soon John was passed out in my arms and I kissed his head before drifting off myself.

   My eyes fluttered open and I listened to the soft snoring on top of me. John mumbled something in his sleep and I kissed his forehead like he does to me. I love him so much and I want to tell him but he'd never want to be with someone like me. I closed my eyes and heard John stir. He kissed my shoulder and sighed heavily.
   "I'm so fucking pathetic." He mumbled, John says a lot of things like this when thinks I'm not listening and it breaks my heart.
   "No, you're not." I mumbled tiredly, John sighed heavily and I pet his hair.
   "Yes, I am."
   "Prove it."
   "Shut up." I chuckled and John sighed. "Open your eyes, Peaches." I shook my head and John cupped my cheek. "Why not?"
   "You know why." I mumbled.
   "Because you hate how you always look past me." John recited, I nodded and John kissed my cheek.
   "I wanna look into your eyes." I mumbled.
   "I can help you."
   "I want to see you, John." I heard John sigh and he laid down next to me, hissing in pain.
   "I know." John wiped away the few tears I didn't know I had and brushed my hair back. "Don't cry, baby. You know I hate it when you cry." John cooed.
   "I know. I can't stop." I sobbed, turning and burying my face in his chest. "I wanna see you. I wanna know what blue looks like! I don't wanna accidentally grab your dick again. I wanna be able to do things for myself." I wailed, John chuckled at the dick comment and kissed all over my face. He pinned me to the bed and kissed all over my face until I was giggling underneath him.
   "You can accidentally grab my dick any time." John purred, I blushed and John shifted. I felt his breath on my neck and I blushed harder. John nipped at my neck and I grinned. I let my hand drop and I felt around until I found his waistline. I carefully palmed him and he chuckled. "No, Alex. Laf would kill me."
"Why?"
"Because I fucked his kid brother."
"And if I wasn't...Laf's kid brother."
"I'd tell you a few things and maybe play for a bit."
"Then I'm not Laf's kid brother." John sighed and sat up.
"Sit up, Lex, and open your eyes please." I sat up and opened my eyes as John pulled the blankets around my shoulders. "I've wanted to the tell you this for a very long time but I was scared."
"Scared of what?"
"Of what you'd say."
"What would I say?"
"'Fuck you', 'I don't give a rat's ass', 'get the fuck out of my house' oh! And my favorite. 'Never speak to me again'." I touched his face and found the sorrow printed in his eyebrows.
   "I'd never say any of those things to you."
   "I love you, Alexander."
   "I love you too, John." I hummed, John was silent for a moment and I grinned. "Are you celebrating?"
   "Shut up!" He squeaked and I laughed. I cupped his cheeks and pressed my thumbs against his lips to ensure I'd find them, at the last second I moved them. I placed a gentle kiss on John's lips and he quickly deepened it, holding me like it'd be the last time. When we pulled apart I grinned and kissed him again. The door opened and John quickly pulled away.
   "Finally!" Laf shouted, I giggled and John chuckled dryly. "Alex, mom, dad, and I are heading out. You're on your own for breakfast."
   "Where are you going?" John asked.
   "France...to visit my parent's grave."
   "I'm so sorry, Laf." John left my side and I assume they bro hugged.
   "Je suis tellement désolé, Lafayette.  Assurez-vous de dire bonjour à votre mère et à votre père." I spoke simply. A/N - I'm so sorry, Lafayette. Be sure to tell your mother and father I say hello.
   "Je vais.  Au revoir, Alex." With that Laf left. A/N - I will. Bye, Alex.
   "Au revoir, Laf." John took my chin in his thumb and forefinger and kissed me gently.
   "I love it when you speak French."
   "Peut-être que je devrais le faire plus souvent, bébé." I purred. A/N - Maybe I should do it more often, baby.
   "I have no idea what you said but it's so sexy." John kissed my jawline and I rested my hands on his back. "Ah! Careful, Lex."
   "Sorry." I breathed, I grinded against John and he smiled against my skin.
   "I love you."
   "I love you too."
   "Alex...I want to wait, baby." I stopped and felt around for John's hand. I found it and kissed his palm.
   "Ok. Can we get breakfast now?"
   "Of course, silly." John helped me downstairs and I kissed him lovingly.