Why Have I Done This??? (Lams Oneshots)

Sugar Daddy

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Alexander's POV

   Tears rolled down my cheeks as I stared at the envelope. I've seen it one too many times. Evicted. I huffed and gathered my things, stuffing it all in my backpack. I sighed and made sure I had everything before leaving and turning in my keys. 
   I plopped down on a park bench and pulled my laptop out of my bag. "What if I...?" I started researching and sighed. Some of them aren't bad. I can always turn them down. Right? "Ok...Let's make a profile?" I mumbled, I filled out the information and sighed. I wasn't too worried. I'm really not attractive. I was about to shut my laptop and cry when it chimed with a notification. 
J.Laurens
Hey, baby.
   I bit my thumb and started typing.
Me
Hi

J.Laurens
So you're looking for money?

Me
Um I guess

J.Laurens
You guess huh?

Me
How old are you???

J.Laurens
21

Me
How do I know you're not lying

J.Laurens
I'll send you a pic

Me
Holding a squash!!!

J.Laurens
Ok dork *image attached*
   Ok...He was hot. He was kind of awkwardly smiling holding a squash but it was fucking attractive. He had ocean blue eyes and messy blonde hair with shaven sides. He had a lip ring and ear piercings. Really god damn hot.
Me
Ok

J.Laurens
See? 21 Where can I meet you?

Me
Um...idk

J.Laurens
Well...I'm the boss so I can leave whenever so message me if you can your mind have a nice day (xxx) xxx-xxxx 
   I bit my lip and put his number in my phone. I've never even thought about having sex before. I was always kind of scared of it. People said it hurt. Don't get me wrong, I'm not asexual. I just never wanted to do it but I need money. I put all of the money I had towards college. I haven't eaten in three days and I just got evicted. This is my only option. He is my only option. 
Me
I guess we can meet

Me
But no games!!!

J.Laurens
Where you wanna meet, sugar?

Me
Idk I've only been in NY for a month or so

J.Laurens
Ah There's a nice diner on 8th if you'd like

Me
Ok I might be extremely late sry

J.Laurens
Np doll
   I sighed and grabbed my things. No money for the subway or a cab so walking it is. I trudged through the streets of New York and kept to myself. 
   When I arrived at the diner I looked around and found John sitting in a booth on his phone. I bit my lip and slid into the booth across from him. He looked up and smiled. "Hey!" 
   "Hi."
   "Quiet type, huh?"
   "You could say that." I mumbled, John smiled and a waitress came by. John ordered a burger and the waitress looked at me expectantly. "Um-...I'm not hungry." I lied, the waitress left and John gave me a skeptical look. I looked out the window and John sat forward. 
   "Hey. You don't have to do this if you don't want too." 
   "It's not that I want too. I have too. I'm sorry." Tears started to cloud my vision and I wiped them away under my glasses with my sleeve. 
   "What do you mean, Alexander?" 
   "I just got evicted and I-" I started getting light headed and John frowned. 
   "Alex?" The sides of my vision began to be clouded by black and I felt dizzy. "Alex!" I listed sideways and passed out.