The 10th Commandment

chapter 1

CHAPTER 1

ANGELLARA’S P.O.V

~ the history unfolds ~

‘The ghost from my past is back… it was all so wrong at 15…’

“Angel… love..” No!! I’m hearing things! It couldn’t be!

SEPULUH TAHUN!

I felt my hair being caressed gently…

“what have you done to your hair?” saya menoleh to the voice I dreaded the most…

KURTIS…. KURTIS BESTIAN… my bestfriend’s brother… my first crush… my first love… my first heartbreak...

And that 10 years of heartache, the wound that I concealed so perfectly start to bleed again…

“I love your boobs… it’s bigger than before…” Kurtis cupped my boobs… “ahhh… Angel… dua tangan saya tidak cukup…” Kurtis groaned…

I fought to stay sane… walaupun saya terasa suatu rangsangan yang kuat… he’s more attractive, more handsome than I remembered him 10 years ago…

As he sucked on my boobs, I pulled my sanity back and pushed him off me… saya tidak mau dengar sudah rayuan dia…

I turned my back on him, just like what he did to me 10 years ago… rayuan saya tidak berhasil untuk membuat dia mempertahankan cinta kami…

Hahahaha! Cinta kami? Cinta saya saja… saya cuma bertepuk sebelah tangan…

I fell in love with him… but he only fell in lust with me… stupid me… stupid, stupid, stupid me…

-flashback to the times we were in love-

I fell in love with Kurtis the moment I caught him looking at me while I was sleeping…

I fell in love with him the moment I felt his touch... rubbing my back…

It was so wrong for a 15-year-old me to fall in love with my bestfriend’s 23-year-old brother…

8 tahun beza umur kami… dan saya ni macam apa lah sangat, macam budak-budak, bukan lagi macam, memang pun budak-budak…

Kurtis pula so hot and handsome, and just graduated from university lagi tu…

At the beach di Pulau Manukan, I joined Kimmy and the rest swimming…

Tengah kesyokkan swimming, saya tidak sedar yang Seth tiba-tiba memeluk saya dari belakang… I just giggled… Seth is harmless, he is like a brother to me… lama sudah kami berkawan dari darjah 1 lagi…

Bila Seth menggelitik saya, berhabis saya ketawa and I turned to him… tiba-tiba Seth tunduk and I thought he was going to kiss me…

My thoughts were right… he was going to kiss me, but the kiss didn’t come…

KURTIS.

Kurtis merangkul pinggang saya and drifted me away from Seth…

“aba…” saya terkejut..
“what was the deal?” suara Kurtis menegang… “hmmm, Angel?”
“Kurt…” I said weakly…

I felt weak… we were wet, skin to skin… even in the waters I can feel his muscled abs… tadi on the beach dia masih berpakaian… when did he took off his top?

Really… saya rasa macam saya kena pukau…

One moment saya dalam air…

Another moment saya dalam Hummer si Kurtis… bila lagi kami naik boat to Jesselton Point?