I Hate Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug Fanfiction)

Marrinette looked at her earrings... She never felt like she was ladybug... all of thoes people the hero had saved and villians shed stopped... that wasn't marrinette. Being ladybug was a burden in what should of been a perfect life but now as her alter ego's problems start seeping into marrinette's world she feels trapped being a person she's not.
Could she stop? Did Paris need a ladybug?
Would she get a choice?

Lila is working to destroy both marrinette's and her alter ego, ladybug's, lives. With marrinette desperately trying to keep up with everything going on around her things take a dark turn and she finds herself with no one aside chat noir and an unlikely friend to turn to.

Plots to look forward to:
Depressed mari
Lila being Lila
Akumatized Lila
Akumatized mari
Chat noir being awesome
Chloe redemption
Hawkmoth doing something decent for once.
Lost earnings
Dramatic af final fight

Trigger warning: violence and injury, depression, suicide, PTSD

Disclaimer *I do not own these characters. These characters belong to zagtoons*