Soul Mate

Chapter 41

Sebastian Decker.

" I can turn Huxembeast." I say slowly. Watching intently for his reaction.
His eyes widen, and his heart rate spikes.
He was scared. I could feel his fear through the bond.
I drop my gaze as hurt fills me. He was scared of me. My mate was terrified.

" How?" his voice is shaking.

" Since I was 10. I was in the woods when it first happened. Shane and I had gotten into a fight. He had challenged my Alpha position, saying it was meant for Nate. I run deep into the woods and before I knew it, a certain rage had taken over me. I was so angry, and onyx was livid. Then I started to transform. At first I thought it was the normal shift. But I realised it wasn't when I was not standing on all fours. I walked to the stream and saw my reflection. I was scared. Just a child. I didnt now what to do. I spent that night deep in the woods, scared of my self. I didn't say a thing when I got home. Was too scared, I thought there was something wrong with my wolf. As time went on, I learnt to accept it, and control it. Onyx helped." I quietly explain.

He hadn't tried to create space between us and his heart had calmed down. But I could still feel his fear.
He looked around the woods, as if searching for something before he spoke.

" Can I see your wolf?" he asks. His random question takes me by surprise but I nod. I would do anything for him. I knew he was trying to calm himself, so I didn't worry when he didn't ask more about my other form.

I start to strip and he doesn't try to look away. He simply stares, his gaze turning heated with each item I disposed off. When am done, I stand naked before him and his eyes take in all of me. And I smell his arousal. He definitely liked what he was seeing.

I crouch down and start to shift, bones extending and fur growing. This transformation is different from the Huxembeast.
It's faster. And causes less strain on the bones.
My mate doesn't take his eyes off me. And when I stand before him, huge and massive, he doesn't bat an eye. But gets on his knees, and buries his fingers deep in my fur. He starts slowly run his fingers through and I start to purr. It felt good. I move closer to him and bury my nose in his hair. I was towering over him and I try not to crush him. When I step back, he looks at me with glowing eyes.

I let onyx take control and am pushed back.

This was their moment.
They were meeting for the first time.

Onyx slowly pushes zane back till he's lying on the grass. He starts to nuzzle him, scenting him all over again. This makes zane giggle.. the sound like music. They must be ticklish.
Onyx then draws back, standing on all fours over his mate. To anyone else, this position is dangerous. It showed dominance. Wolves that are going in for a kill usually take this stance. I tried to feel Zane's emotions but what I feel surprises me. He wasn't scared, but rather excited. And turned on?
The show of dominance was turning him on! Point taken.

Onyx lightly growls, teasing him. Zane growls back, his more of a purr. I must admit it was one of the sexiest things I've heard.
If this was wolf's fore play, then I needed to learn a thing or two.
He moves dangerously close to our mates face, zane doesn't move an inch. But the smell of his arousal was so strong, onyx must be intoxicated by now.
He then slowly turns his head to the side, fully exposing his neck. This was a sign of submission. It showed love and respect when it came to mates.
Onyx's growl vibrates through his form, and I feel his excitement, and love.
That emotion that onyx was feeling was love. Then a thought crosses my mind, I had felt that emotion before. But not from onyx. It was from Blair.
Did that mean he loved me?
I could feel happiness bubbling within me.
I wanted him to love me. Never had I craved one's love the way I craved his. I needed him to love me, in all my forms.
Onyx licks our mate, and I watch as his eyes start to slowly fade back to a stormy grey.

Blair peers up at onyx, pure mischief in his eyes. Before I know it, his arms are buried in our fur as he attempts to wrestle us. From his lying position, he wraps his legs around onyx and tries to flip us over. With his human strength, it was impossible but onyx gives him the pleasure by willingly falling onto his back. Blair runs his fingers through the fur on our exposed stomach. The feeling was divine. We could lie here forever. He moves up and gently cuddles into our side, onyx turns to his side to and draws him closer, shielding him with most of our body. He was practically invisible from a certain angle.
When onyx is content, he relinquishes control to me. But not before scanning the woods for any potential danger.
I lie there with my mate, thinking of the events that occurred today.
I wasn't sure how he was taking all the information that he had discovered about himself. I decide to ask.

" How are you feeling after everything?" I mind link.
His response is immediate.

" Surprisingly am okay. It's like all my life I'd been surviving and not living. Just blending in. But now, I feel alive. Like I've found my purpose in life. I can't truly explain it Bash. I just know whatever that book said, is who I am, it's what I am meant to be."
" But if you're asking about you turning Huxembeast, it doesn't matter Bash. You're still you. My mate. You could turn into a toad and I would still want you."
My heart flutters at his words. He wanted me. But I was glad he hadn't asked to see my other form. The Huxembeast was terrifying.

I really understood him too. He didn't doubt me when I told him about the prophecy. It's like his subconscious knew who he was, but was just waiting for the right time to reveal his destiny. Our destiny.
He slowly pulls himself from under me, and I let him. He stands up, and slowly starts to strip.
It was already late in the evening, time had really flown by.
I could make out a few stars in the night sky. Funny how I hadn't noticed that night had come. I guess when you're with someone you love, everything else ceases to exist.

Someone I love.

The thought brought a wolfish grin to my wolf face.
I love him.
I admit to myself as I watch him drop items of clothing to the ground. I can't help but run my eyes all over his body. He looked godly under the glow from the moon that was starting to peek through the trees. His exposed flesh mouth watering.
When there's nothing adorning his beautiful frame, he calls out to me.

" Am going for a swim Alpha.. please gift me with your body. I would like to do sinful things with you."

My wolf ears perk up at that!
If sinful things is what he wants, it's sinful things he will get.
No one tempts me and gets to walk away.