Soul Mate

Chapter 27

Sebastian Decker.

It's been five days and I feel like I might die if I don't see my mate. The separation was causing me to lose focus. I was at a council meeting with my dad, his beta and Casper. I was barely taking in what the elders were saying, Something about treaties and allies. The usual. Though I  might've  heard something about a pack kidnapping women. I wasn't so sure. I was distracted, for obvious reasons by the way. The only thing running in my mind was my mate. And how much I wanted him. I wanted him so much it physically hurt. My wolf was going crazy and I was having this intense migraine. Ever since I scented him, I'd been having these headaches. They were making it hard for me to mind link. Every time I tried to mind link Blair, I'd get this ringing sound in my head, followed by a sharp pain. I didn't understand why though.
Am brought out of my thoughts when Casper taps my shoulder.

" The meeting is done.. grab your stuff." he says, giving me a strange look.
I grab my folder and head out. My head was killing me and I needed my mate. I don't bother looking for my dad, I guess he is with the other alphas. I head out the building and aim straight for the parking lot.
Casper follows right behind me.

" What's wrong.. you zoned out during the meeting." he says, falling in step besides me.

" I want my mate." I state. Not bothering to sugar coat it.
" I've been trying to mind link him but I can't seem to get through. And I forgot my phone back home. I don't know what he must be thinking!" I add, aggressively yanking the car door open.

" Easy on the car man!! You need to calm down. But if you wanted to talk to him that bad, why didn't you ask for my phone?"
I don't even know how that didn't cross my mind...
I don't even get in the car, I just slam the door closed and start to pace.
Ever since I scented him, I could feel his emotions so much stronger than when I activated his mind link. They were driving me crazy.

The first two days, he was worried. Then he was angry. And now he was just sad. The sadness was overwhelming!
Casper watches me for a couple seconds, then pulls his phone out and starts to dial. He then hands it over to me.

" Talk to him. Then maybe you can stop acting like a mad man."

I grab his phone and walk a little further away from him. I listen to it ring... Then ring. I almost give up when his voice comes through.
The moment I hear it, relief washes over my body. All the tension fades away and I feel alive.

" Casper?" his voice says urgently. I can hear clutter in the background. He must be at the dinner.

" It's me babe."

He's silent for a micro second, before words start to pour out of his mouth.

" For fucks sake where the hell have you been?? I've been worried sick! And I tried mind linking but there was nothing!...you have no idea how worried I was. And then I thought you're just avoiding me because you're regretting what happened before you left and you're just finding a way to tell me. Is that it? Are you regretting it? Because if you are. ..."
He was rumbling.. it made me smile.

" Babe.. " I call out, but he doesn't seem to hear me.

" are regretting it then I might as well just die. Please tell me that's not the reason you're avoiding me. Because I honestly can't handle a rejection now." he finishes.

" You've got it all wrong babe, am not avoiding you. Trust me. My mind link is Abit off and I forgot my phone. I would never think of rejecting you. Please believe me."

" Oh" his voice is soft. But I feel an immense amount of relief wash over me and I know it's from him. I'd really worked him up.

" I miss you." I admit, after a short pause.

"I.. I miss you too." he says shyly.

It was amazing how his emotions could shift so fast.. now he was happy and excited. And there was something else. A kind of emotion that I couldn't place. It was very strong and intense. I'd felt it a number of times before. Especially when I did something that he seemed to like.

" When will you be back?" he then asks.
" Soon babe. Soon." I assure him.

" Ok.. I need to go. Greta will have my ass if I don't work this shift to the best of my abilities."

I chuckle... His language was interesting. Refreshing even.

" Okay.. I'll call you soon. " I say quietly.

" Bye Bash."  I hear him say, before the line goes dead. I take the phone off my ear and stare at it.
No one had ever called me that before. It had always been Seb.
I liked this new nickname though. It was just Soo River Blair.

I hear a throat clear behind me and I turn, only to come face to face with Casper.

" I was wondering whether you're just going to stand there day dreaming about goddess knows what." he says as I hand his phone back.

"I just miss him. Never thought I could feel this way about anyone. Especially after Satin, but I do. And its way stronger than anything I felt for her. It's thrilling, but at the same time terrifying." I admit

" He's your soulmate, I would be worried if you claimed not to feel crazy shit for him. And I've been meaning to ask, did you just bathe in his scent?! It's so strong and all over you, even after all this time we've been here!"
I smile brightly, feeling strangely happy. Just the reminder that I scented him was making me feel giddy.
" Of course I bathed in his scent Casper.. That's what happens when you scent your mate." I say as I walk back to the car.
" Woah!!! You what?? Fuck me!" he loudly exclaims from behind me.  Goddess! The guy was so loud.

" No thank you buddy.. I have a mate that I plan to do that to. And very soon." I say as I get into the driver's seat. An obvious glint in my eyes.