It was my last day in LA, I woke up early and decided to get coffee with Jonah.
"You seem like you have a lot on your mind." He says. "Nothing really. I mean, I'm a little sad I have to go back to jersey when I love being here with you guys. School finals are coming up and so is prom. That's really all I have in my mind." And the fact that me and Zach kissed.
"Really? There's nothing else?" I shake my head no. He nods his head and grabs our coffee. We sit at the nearest table and ate there. "I can tell whenever you're lying y/n. Zach may be your best friend, but I can read you like a book. What's up?"
I sigh, "I kissed Zach 4 days ago." He chocks on his coffee, "When- how did it happen?"
"Well, we were talking at our spot and than he leaned in and I did too and it just happened. Now, I'm not sure if I like him or not. I still like mattia and now that I've kissed Zach-."
"You have mixed feelings about both of them." I nod my head. "At the time, i felt nothing for Zach, but now that I actually think about it. Zach is sweet, awesome and knows how to have fun and is a great guy. Mattia, is relaxed, knows how to take me, and is great too, but I don't know."
"Well, maybe you should tell Zach."
"No. That could ruin our friendship, and he might get back with Kay anyways." I looked down. "Well, your secret is safe with me shorty."
"Thanks Jonah. And don't tell the boys about it. If Daniel finds out, he'll ask question, corbyn will freak, and Jack will also ask questions while trying not to tell Zach."
"Understandable. I won't."
-- "I'm going to miss you so much." Zach says as he pulls me into a deeper hug. "I'm going to miss you too Zach, a lot." I pull back and hugged corbyn. "I'm going to miss you corby worby."
"Shhh! You said you wouldn't say anything." I laugh and hugged Daniel last, "Goodbye giraffe." He rolls his eyes. "Bye loser." I hugged him tight and Jonah drove me to the airport. "See you later." I sigh and hugged him.
"Bye Jonah." I kissed his cheek and waved bye to him. He waves back and leaves.
-- 10:35pm
I had gotten off the plane and alejandro told me he couldn't pick me up so he asked mattia too.
I saw his car and I put my stuff in his trunk and got in the front seat. "Hey." He smiles. "Hi mattia." I say back. "Um.. how was the trip?" He asks, trying to break the silence between us. "It was good. The weather is nice over there."
"It's always nice over there. Our weather is ass." I laugh slightly at his comment. "I saw what you posted on your spam. In the comments. I just wanted to say, we're friends. We've been nothing but friends for the last 17 years and if Vic can't handle that than that's on her. I'm not missing out on an amazing person ever again. I promise." I looked up and noticed we were at my house. "I can promise you too." I smile.
We got out and I got my bag from the trunk, "I can help you." He grabs it. I didn't notice that someone was riding their bike fast. Mattia shoved me out of the way and landed on top of me. "Are you okay?" He asks. We heard the person on the bike yell at us while riding away. I was breathing very heavily from 1. Mattia crushing my bones and 2. I almost just got hurt.
"I'm fine. That was.. alarming." He chuckles and gets off of me. He holds his hand out to help me up, "Thank you for pushing me out of the way." I say. "Your welcome." He had both of his hands on my waist and mine were resting on his biceps.
DONT DO IT! My brain was screaming at me, mattia looked at me and licks his lips and started to lean in. DONT FUCKING DO IT! BACK AWAY! GET AWAY FROM HIM! DONT DO IT!
Our lips meet, in the center. His lips pressed against mine, and... I liked it. I liked the feeling of his against mine. He tilted my head to deepen the kiss. what the fuck are you doing?
I got back to my senses and pulled away, "Mattia-."
"We can't tell Vic about this? Yeah, I know." He says. "I- I didn't mean to kiss you. I mean I liked it but that shouldn't have happened."
"I agree, that shouldn't had happened. We can't tell Vic about this. Promise?" I held my pinky out. "On my grave." He wraps it around mine and we nod our heads.
"Thank you for taking me home. I appreciate it."
"Any time."
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y/n.spamma'am: i didn't get to see vinnie at all the whole time i was in LA. and when i did it was for 2 minutes and i had to leave😐. I MISS YOU VINNIE HACKER :(
comments:
vinniehacker: i miss you too :( come hang next time pls y/n.spamma'am: @vinniehacker i will. trust.
fan: you and vin are so cute.
fan: i love their friendship.
fan: did you get rid of daniel?? y/n.spamma'am: @fan no, we would miss him too much 😔.
fan: harry styles or niall horan? y/n.spamma'am: @fan both 😫😫
fan: vinnie because you said you miss him: 🏃🏃🏃
alejfans: so you can post on your spam but not answer my call😐? fuck you. y/n.spamma'am: @alejfans I'LL CALL YOU RIGHT NOW😆.
fan: are you good with mattia? y/n.spamma'am: @fan yes we're good :)
kairisdead: lol answer my call 🙂. y/n.spamma'am: @kairisdead KAIRI I MISS YOU.
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imzachherron: currently missing my bestie :(
y/n.y/l/n: I MISS YOU ZACH HERRON<3 ________________________________ made: 01/19/2021 word count: 1000 lol i hate school🥰.
