NJ boys imagines

13 reasons why ||4|| season 1 finale.

I woke up with alejandro next to me. "Ale, wake up." I said. "Mhm, okay." He groans as he stretches. "I think I'm ready to listen to the last tape." I said. His breathing got short and hesitant. "Baby, are you sure?" He asks. "Yes, I'm ready." I say. "I'm telling you, it's not what you think it is." He says as he puts his hand on top of mine. "Okay, now go with the boys, I'm sure they're waiting for you." I smile. He nods his head and gives me a kiss.

Alejandro already left and I put the tape in the recorder. "Hey y/n, I'm glad you got the tapes. You were the only person who understood. I want you to know that you brought light into my life and also brought darkness. You held my hand, told me that everyone would regret what they did, having girls day, telling the boys to hop off. You were amazing and I glad I met you. But there's something that I didn't tell you."

FLASHBACK
"A-alejandro." I moan. "Fuck y/f/n." He groans. I felt myself release and he pulled before doing the same. He got off of me and smiled, "you're great y/f/n."
"You're great too alejandro." I smile.

THE NEXT DAY
"Hey." I say as I walk up to alejandro. "Uh hi, do I know you?" The guys behind him laughed. "No, I guess you don't. Just wanted to say hi since it's uh, national say hi to someone random today." I say, stuttering. "Well, hi." He said back. I nod my head and walked away.

AT Y/F/S house
I walk into my house and I set everything down when I heard a knock. I opened the door and see alejandro, "hey, can I come in?" He asks. "No, do I know you?" I say repeating the words he told me. "I deserve that, listen. I have to hide whatever going with us from everyone. You don't know how it will effect you if they found out." "No, not how it will effect me, how it will effect YOU. Your precious little reputation will be ruined if you got seen with the "slut" right?" I ask. "No, no that's not it." He said. "But it is. Please leave me alone and go find someone else." I say closing the door.

FLASHBACK OVER
"And he did, he found you, y/n. He found the independent, nice, pretty, confident, girl who loved butterflies and got along with everyone and who everyone liked. I don't hate you for being with him, I never could but there was something inside of me that wanted too. I thought of it as you took something from me when I never had it in the first place. Y/n, I know you're gonna feel as if you caused me to do it, you didn't. You never did, it's not your fault for being the thing alejandro needed." I stop the recorder and felt sadness and anger. I took alejandro away from her.

I walked to mattia's house, knowing they were all there. I knocked on the door and mattia answers. "Hey, y/n. What's-" "move out of my way." I say. I walk past him and walked right in front of alejandro. "Oh shit." Kairi said. "Why did you tell me about you and y/f/n?" I ask. Alejandro got up from his spot and came close to me, "Y/n, listen." He walks closer to me and I back away. "Why didn't you tell me?" I ask again. Kairi, Alvaro, and mattia had left the room, not wanting to be apart of it.

"Baby, listen to me please." He said. "I didn't tell you because I knew how you would react. Stomp in here and make the boys feel uncomfortable. We listened to the tapes way before you, we knew what you were going to here. Listen, I cared for her, I really did, but I chose my reputation over her. It's bad I know, but she couldn't just use me for sex whenever she wanted too." He says. "She called me everytime and I would ask what's wrong. All she said was she needed me to help her relax. I wanted to help but not in that way. That's why I stopped doing it with her, I didn't want to be used." He said.

I sigh softly, taking in everything he told me. Maybe I didn't know y/f/n as well as I thought. "God, why am I like this?" I say putting my head in my hands. Alejandro came and sat next to me, "Don't stress it as much as you think y/n. We need to move on with ourselves." He said.

3 weeks later

"So if you multiply 24 with-" the doors opened and reveals the police. "Hello, um is something wrong?" The teacher asks. "Can I have with you please." He asks. The teacher and him walk outside. "What do you think it is?" I ask. "Probably something huge." Kairi said. We sighed and waited. They came back inside, "I need Y/n Y/l/n, Alejandro Rosario, Mattia Polibio, Kairi Cosentino, and Alvaro Romero to come down to the station." We all stared at him.

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made: 06/08/2020
word count: 884