NJ boys imagines

someone like you |2|

THE PART 2 EVERYONE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR!
NEW SONG: THIS TOWN

waking up to kiss you when nobody's there. the smell of your perfume is still stuck in the air. It's hard.

It's been 4 weeks being married to another woman. She's great, she cooks, cleans, show me affection, but i've been off since that night alejandro sent me that audio. I smell beck's perfume in the bathroom before she heads out to work, but everywhere else i smell y/n's signature lavender scent. "Hey, are you okay?" I snap my eyes to beck and I smile softly. "Of course, just stressed about work." I say. "Okay, you've been spacing out for a few days, just wanted to make sure you were okay." She smiles. "I'm doing great. I'll clean up here, I'll be right up." I said wiping my face and grabbing our dishes. "Thanks babe." She kisses my cheek and I smile awkwardly. It's hard letting another woman kiss my cheek, that's not you y/n. ( yall better not fucking comment, mAyBe yoU shOuldNt hAve lEft hEr. SHUT UP, OKAY THEY GET IT)

Yesterday I thought I saw your shadow running round
It's funny how things never change in this old town.

Beck had left for work and I was watching one of y/n's favorite movie, A Walk to Remember, she's such a sucker for romance movies. I took my eyes off of the screen and saw y/n sitting on the couch. I rub my eyes and looked up, she's gone. "Stop, she's doing great now. Don't make it hard for her." I said to myself.

I saw that you moved on with someone new
In the pub that we met he's got his arms around you
It's so hard

I went to a club with the boys to get my mind off of everything. We went to the one, me and y/n meet as friends. Our friendship began there and soon a relationship.

We walked in and kairi immediately pushed us to a booth. "What gives kairi?" I ask annoyed. "Nothing." He said quick. What is this little fuck hiding. "Shit." Alejandro whispered. I look to his direction before he looks away. There's y/n, drunk but still knowing her surroundings, with another man. They were laughing and the way she smiled at him. I pang went to my chest and I looked down, "She's happy, I'm glad." I said. "Bud-" Alejandro started but I stopped him, "It's fine, it's good she's moving on. Moving on from me and my mess. She doesn't need that on her plate. It's fine." I said. It's not fine, it's definitely not fine. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I said getting up. The boys gave me a worried look, but I ignored it. I walked past them and mumbled an excuse me.

I could tell she knew it was me. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. The sound muffled through the walls as I slide down the door with no expression, no emotion to anything. After a few minutes I heard knocking, I got up and wiped my face. There she was, "Mattia-" "I'm happy for you." I gave her a small smile and walked by.

And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now

I told the boys I was leaving home. They understood and let me go. I called an Uber and wanted to hurry home.

I walked in and beck was there waiting for me. "Beck-" She held her hand up, "No, I wanna talk. Mattia, what's wrong with you? You've never went somewhere without telling me and your eyes are red. Is it something I did, than I'll fix it, but please talk to me because I feel like whatever between us in fading." She says. I sigh and walked towards her. "It's nothing you did, this is all my fault." I say. She scoffs but after a few minutes of silence, I think she knew what I meant. "You still love her, don't you? That's why you've been acting distant and not wanting to speak to me?" She asks as she sniffled. "I'm so sorry beck, i didn't want this to happen. I tried to hold it all in and move on, but I can't move on from a relationship like that with someone I thought was going to be with me forever. I understand if you hate me for this, but I don't want to cause pain and hurt to you by ignoring my feelings and leaving you in the dark." I sigh and let out a small breath. "I don't hate you. I never could, but I'm telling you as a friend and not a wife, go after her. No matter if she's with someone new, she can't forget everything you guys went through. I love you, but it's time for you to love her." She smile as a tear left her eye. "Thank you, I'm so sorry." I pulled her into a hug and she laughs a little, "Go!" She smiles.